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i've never hated someone i've cared about so much in my entire life.

i can't sleep. today's been an awful day.

such a mix of emotions.
hate
care
love
joy
pain

blahhhhh, i dont know anymore.

I fear life.

been a while.
sweetest person ever - andy.

this summer is going to be great.
once school is over. haha.
i'm taking two classes this summer.
yuuuuck. starting monday.

Hardest thing I've had to deal with in one year.
One year ago tomorrow, Josh died.
Tonight is the viewing, tomorrow is the funeral for Brett.
I can't stop crying. ahhhh.

wow.
a kid i grew up with,
died last night.
a mixture of meds and too much alcohol.

its really sad, weird...
we were supposed to hang out 2 nights before,
but i was too busy :( ahhhh

other than that, everything is quite interesting.

ahhhhh!! :)

I had a blast in colorado with people from my church ( Read more... )

i met someone new.
he seems super sweet.

i just can't wait around any longer
for someone who wont talk to me.

hector and drew came over this morning...
at 545 in the morning hahaha.
too funny.

the end.