i dont know what to do with myself anymore...ive been thinking a lot lately..like do i really even deserve to be alive..cuz no one really seems to care if i am or if im not, except maybe a selected few; but really my family couldnt give a shit about me...my mom uses me as a fuckin slave nd has the intentions of making my life more miserable then it ( Read more... )

grounded...sucks ass..i hate my mom so much...well my long weekend sucked...i was home ALL weekend and did absolutly N-O-T-H-I-N-G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and this week is looking unexciting. went out to dinner with my dad last nite who was hitting on the waitress (gross) and went to a resturaunt that the menu was in another language and i had no ( Read more... )

well..i decided to make a whole new live journal since i forgot the password to my old one and because some people might get angry with what ive written about in my old one..but anyways...i am so bored right now and have absolutly nothing to do. there has been no excitement in my weekend at all! basically i've sat on my ass and done nothing. I ( Read more... )