(Untitled)

[xoxoraine]

There is just something that I need to let out; i just need to let it all out. It's so exhausting having to work twice as much to keep myself distracted from my feelings. It's so hard not to let my emotions overcome me; it's so hard keeping myself busy and preoccupied with things, to keep myself temporarily happy and content, just so I won't have

Comments

[xoxoraine]

aawww G, it was good to have a drama phone call from you earlier =o) it certainly stirred my mind away from depressing things. thanks!

[kaytee12500]

i remember last year when i couldn't focus on my schoolwork cuz of my break up and everything else.... times were definitely rough. but as you know, it gets better. it may not sound like much right now, but... hang in there.

*hug*

[xoxoraine]

gyeah... I just don't wanna fuck up my school, and look back from it a year from now, and kill myself for letting it fuck my school up... but gyeah.. I'm hangin in there =o) thanks

[extine]

yeah, what g and my sis said. no words can make you feel better right now but i'm replying to let you know that i read all that and that my heart goes out to you. :(

[xoxoraine]

aaww I appreciate your words Elaine =o) thanks a lot
That's the true nurse coming out of you, just by you saying those things! *cheesse*

[extine]

therapeutic communication! hahahah. :)

[anonymous]

Daym girl. I'm sorry to hear what you're going through right now. I know exactly how you feel coz my man did the same shit to me, and believe me it was PAINFUL. We back together now, but still the pain is still there. Hope you feel better.

[xoxoraine]

thanks a lot =o)
I'm glad your man was able to realize what he left and went back to you. Good things go out to good people. =o)

[shashashashari]

i'm surprised he didn't call u back to tell u he misses u. well hopefully u 2 patch things up when u see each other. that is bad, to break up out of anger. i admit i have done that to gino, a lot. he just looks at me and say "u're just mad right now, u don't know what u're saying," which is true. if he doesn't say something first, then u should. just tell him the truth. try to work things out. and u better study! =P

pS: u're wrong, u're very dramatic. people that use hand gestures when communicating are the dramatic people. i was laughing when i read this 'coz u're one of the people that popped in my head.

[xoxoraine]

gyeah I am a very dramatic person, but it only shows to the people who i know and know me best =o)

and I did try to patch things up with him earlier when we saw each other. It hurts even more that he couldn't even give me a definite explanation as to why he's not coming back to me. And I lowered my proud to the ground and asked him back, for that second chance, told him that I was even willing to wait and shiet... but naw.. he just heartlessly walks out of my life, trampling over my already-broken heart.