i kinda just thought this so called "theory" up..see, my theory is..the people who KNOW how to get help..dont really need alot of it if they can help themselves by talking to other or what not..and then you have the people who DONT know how to ask for help..and those people are the ones who actually need someone to talk to now and then ( Read more... )

heeellllooo, hello hi. Friday night Amanda and I went to see boogeyman, that was effed up pretty bad. lol. We had fun though. She came up from salve for the weekend so it gave us time to hang out and stuff cause i missed her ohhh so much. =). Saturday..umm..I dont really remember what i did..i think i just ran around and did errands and stuff. ( Read more... )

im just a teenage dirtbag baby..

hmmm friday night and im going out with amanda =)

to all my friends much <3

today was so boring.

did....nothing

school, work, softball...home.

typical thursday.

i dont know what really came about this thought. But i was just kinda thinking ( Read more... )

weird night last night.

hey..shit happens right?

and me, being the one ashamed of it..

i fucking hate mondays ( Read more... )

this time. i dont know whats going on anywhere, anymore, or with anyone. But, im content? and now im selfish self is kicking in. soo..kill me why dont you.

well...tonight was alright i guess. Such a change from the past week..esecpially in the beginning. I think i just needed..time..to recollect my thoughts and shit. i didnt do much tonight. just hung out with matt. it was fun ( Read more... )

yes, i know this is the second time Im updating..but whatever. Ive just tried so many things to get my mind off of many things..but i just dont get it. It feels like everyone around me is falling apart, and im the only one thats still standing. If im standing, I can pick those people up right? Well yea, thats what i think, but sometimes, i just get ( Read more... )