I guess this is Goodbye?

Lord, help me ( Read more... )

Quick update, yesterday, I decided I need to get out of London, so here I am in Kent with some friends! I told *his* flatmate to pass on the message to tell him that he should move in while I'm gone and keep his parents company ( Read more... )

Last night, I started to post about how bad everything was going, and then, speak of the devil. *He* IMed me on MSN. We talked a little today, but it seems that if we are going to be friends, then it's never going to go further than that ever again ( Read more... )

Ma's changed the flowers in my house. I've only ever bought flowers once for this house. They were really nice, but when I was a student without a part-time job, I couldn't afford a bouquet that would actually fill the whole vase ( Read more... )

Today was much better. Went out with the girls. *He* took Ma and Pa out on his day off uni and hung out with them while I went out. I didn't have to see him the entire day! And because I was so busy today, I didn't have to think of him, ever ( Read more... )

I can hear Ma and Pa talking very loudly in the next room. Are they discussing things between me and *him* perhaps ( Read more... )

This is so hard ( Read more... )

He rang my mobile, left it ringing and put it on silent mode. He rang my house phone and woke his parents up. I didn't want to make a scene until he said, "Just talk to me for a while. I don't want to make up ( Read more... )

It's hard to put on the bravest face while they're around. And we're not even related ( Read more... )