man. don't over analyze. just forget the past, get past the hurt or w/e is stopping you, and just move froward. thats what I had to do. It took me another like 2 boyfriends for I could trust people again..
yeah lol well andrew is absolutely amazing.. i mean he tells me im beautiful at least like 20 times a day... he tries to spend as much time with me as possible.. and hes just AMAZING... im just having soooo much trouble trusting and letting go of myself.. and just letting my guard down... eh i dunno. hopefully this goes away cause i would really LOVE to stay with him and trust him and everything... fully.
well then concentrate on him being amazing :) and not the other past bullshit. no matter WHATS happend, I can guarentee I can level w/ you... my past relationships have consisted of everything. so I KNOW how hard it is to re-learn trust. but my way is just by thinking, "hey. Its all happend before. whatever happens now, Im just gonna love every moment of it. and if something bad ends up, itll just take me to a new thing."
remeber every mistake is something to be learned from, and every "bad thing" is an expeirence that you'll never forget.
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thats what I had to do. It took me another like 2 boyfriends for I could trust people again..
but Charles is awesome so its all good.
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so I KNOW how hard it is to re-learn trust. but my way is just by thinking, "hey. Its all happend before. whatever happens now, Im just gonna love every moment of it. and if something bad ends up, itll just take me to a new thing."
remeber every mistake is something to be learned from, and every "bad thing" is an expeirence that you'll never forget.
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You're so wise with advice it seems.. We've been through the same stuff probably! lol I have the same outlook on things.
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