One of my best friends got married yesterday. It's so crazy to watch a movie like My Best Friend's Wedding and then to finally live that experience. She was so beautiful. I'll have to put a picture of her and me on here. My mom did her make-up and my fourteen year old sister did her hair. The wedding was wonderful. You think as a kid you have ( Read more... )

It is so strange how the human mind can go through tremendous extremes and somehow build itself back to normal. A normal that is not constant. Normal for me and normal for the time. I realize more and more how horribly drugs or just any kind of substance abuse can affect that normal. In doing so it makes your body and mind deal with problems in a ( Read more... )

My Birthday is tomorrow.. Ugh

Such a sullen Sunday. This is the first weekend I've stayed in Montevallo for awhile and its very much dead. I never understood how a campus could be so vacant on the weekends. Exams are coming soon, CRAM time!!!

so hopeless

I'm so confused of how to think, very much a complacent state of mind. I have no idea what to do but I'm okay with myself. He is so unstable it used to drive me crazy but now I'm okay. I just want to live and be happy and healthy. I know thats alot to ask for with all the abnormalties of the world, saddness and other obstacles to get in the way. ( Read more... )

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I love my boyfriend Christopher Joseph Cortez a trillion time 46.

I can't wait to go back to daphne friday for SPRING BREAK!!! Muahaha that means I get to sleep with my boyfriend, party with my friends and drive to the beach and shoot off fireworks into the ocean.

I feel this feeling of "why the hell am I doing and why the hell am I letting it happen?" I have so much to offer in general. I'm there for my friends, I go to school and try to make the best grades I can because of course my parents are paying for it, trying to help my pregnant friend thats about to have her baby in a month, trying to see my new ( Read more... )

IF you ever get on because you care enough to see how I feel. Read these lyrics that can read my heart right now a little bit more than I can ( Read more... )