I am giving up on life, i care to much about certian things and i care far to much about stupid people. I hate school i was so excited for this year because i would have something to do and new people to meet and shit but NO fuck school. And all of you may know Josh and Tabby are like my only friends other than my boy friend... and you all know ( Read more... )

Well i haven't really been updateing i get on and look at everyone else's but really have nothing to say so i just don't hehe ... well anyways school is going okay i guess it is better than it was last year and freakin 5th period is that best not only because Tabby Kat is in there but because that teacher makes the worst subject (English) so much ( Read more... )

Okay people so i told you my last entry would be the last one forever but lets face it i have nothing better to do with my time then write in here and you have nothing to do with your time then sit there and read it and others so lets all come to terms with the fact that i was hacing a bad day and took it out on the journal and yeah ( Read more... )

i hate this thing and i hate all of you this is my last entry fuck you all i have no friends no boyfriend and i really wanna fuckin kill myself ... oh sounds like a god idea ??!?!?!!?!?!? okay ill go do that so fuck off assholes ( Read more... )

hello everyone today is just one of those days ... i really wanted justin to cal but he didnt so i think that means he wants nothing to do with me because this is not the first time he has not called when he said he would ... its like i did something wrong so now he wants nothing to do with me ... i contantly think about what i could have done ( Read more... )

i am updateing again because i have nothing better to do because i have no friends ... well sense my last up date i have washed two cars and ran to pay a bill get the p.o box and the store to get milk .. now i am at home ihavemade and three different plans that all fell through ... god i need new friends i just want to move to a new state so i ( Read more... )

Hello everyone it is mondy and labor day ... not that anyone really cares but hey! if we were in school we would get this day off!!! well umm last night mark ended up comming over at like midngiht or 1 or something and ended up falling slepp on my couch which is where he is right now at the moment..... and last night while on the phone with Alex ( Read more... )

well i was kinda hoping to hang out with tabby and josh and shit but they are to busy and dont want me to come over so basically what the fuck ever .. i will just stay home .. oh well maybe mark will want to come over and hang ... hahah remember like a month ago when justin was the only person that would hang with me ... well now its mark oh well ( Read more... )

HAHAHA best subjecy god i love that fuckin movie i am seeing it again tomorrow with james and kevin so that should be pretty cool ... well umm yesterday i spentthe day with mark and then me and tabbyandjosh andmark went skating in kelso andi actually had fun but they didnt so we had to leave early .. oh well there will be other weekends for skating ( Read more... )

Hello everyone, umm it's Saturday and Mark spent the night last night ... nothing secual just friends and ummm today i am going with him to get a new tire for his car and then some stuff ... i duno yet and then tonight i am going sktiang with tabby and josh and probably driving myself for at least part of the way which should be fun .... hmmmmm ( Read more... )