i dont want to do anything at school in the morning, so you'll probably be seeing a lot these in my journal. they've got like tons of survey communities. anyway, the others'll most likely be behind cut tags, i just dont feel like looking them up right now ( Read more... )

after mucho high volume conversing, dad came into my room this morning and told me he signed the papers for me to go to cancun. fuckin right. but he was all "i'm just worried, cause you'll be so far away and once you get into one of those mexican prisons, there's just no getting you out." i'm not going to prison, dad! why would he think that? ( Read more... )

i dont want to go to school tomorrow. but the only days i have to work this week are saturday and sunday. monday through friday i've got dance team practice from 3:15 - 5:00 and saturday, in the morning. this will continue until feb. 29 when we go to new orleans for nationals. woo. (i made it for all three dances that we tryed out for... yay!) ( Read more... )

alright, so my hair is now a very dark brown with red pieces underneath, so that when it moves, you can see it. and i do mean red. like bright f'kin red. it makes me happy. i wish i still had my digital camera. happy new year! this past year has been really fucked up. seriously, there's soooo many things that have happened that are just, ( Read more... )

alright, so exams are over. done with. now all i've gotta do is write an essay and finish a 200 point project and i'll be done. no more physics. unless i have to do something with it in college, which i sure as hell hope i dont. if i do, i'm completly changing whatever i was planning on doing, but i dont believe that there's much physics in ( Read more... )

oh, look who finally got off her ass and set up her internet... i did! hm... for those of you who dont know, we moved to port allen. i'm like ten mins. from baton rouge now. we're setting up the upstairs like an apartment for me, its gonna be hella kick ass once i get everything put up. i've been able to see my family a lot more lately, and ( Read more... )

i uh had a drug screening today. it was the first one that i've passed. then dad patted my head, said "good girl." in that you're-talking-to-a-puppy tone of voice and we got into the truck. he was being completely serious about it too, didn't realize what he did until i made a face and said, yea i guess i do kinda look like a dog. O_o he told me ( Read more... )

i think i had a dream where stuff would randomly drip on me and i couldn't find out where it was comming from, 'cause there was nothing above me. and i know there was more to it, i just cant remember it. i hate that ( Read more... )

having troubles? solution: run off to new orleans with your bi/lesbian friends and the almight travis as your body guard. yea, bodyguard. though i'm not sure exaclty who he was protecting, me and jeanette or everyone else. i was all drunk and verbose... thought some woman was a drag queen and asked all the black guys that came up to me with ( Read more... )

friday was cool. i liked it... a lot. the carlotta party = rockin. i showed up at work today an hour early. dad woke me up and was all "are you going to work?", had me thinking that i had just turned off my alarm clock (which i do sometimes without thinking about it :ox), heard me say "its one thirty, i've gotta go" and all that jazz, yet didn' ( Read more... )