well i've been gone for a couple of days, i'll talk about that later. i have alot to talk about.. but i just got a call from kim saying she's ungrounded today, so i don't have much time ( Read more... )

lauren came over while i was baby sitting.. then jesse picked me up and we went to the westchester.. and at about five i took the bus to the gal and met james and guiseppe and a couple of other guys.. then we went to portchester did some stuff met some more kids and drove around went to the middle school and a bunch of other shit.. we ended up back ( Read more... )

i feel numb. my life couldn't be more meaningless. i want to think there is something i could do to make this right, something i could do to change this all and make it better.. but i won't, i'll just lay here as life goes on around me, while people are making and breaking promises, destroying hearts.. i'll be safly tucked between my covers ( Read more... )

lauren came over durring eight for a little while.. then a little later i went to wcc with jesse today to find out about my ged shit, i have to wait till i'm eighteen to do the college/ged credit courses.. i guess, i don't know, i didn't really understand that black bitch.. after that i went to my sisters, and guiseppe came over and got me, i spent ( Read more... )

my mom wouldn't let me go to school. she knows me well and knew i was just going to hang out around school.. she wanted to home with her, to keep her company. and that's cute.. even though i don't like it ( Read more... )

MY MOM'S INCREDIBLE! I FUCKING LOVEEEEEEEEE HERR!!!

i didn't go to school.. i went shopping! andddd i liked it!

i miss my mom, i wish she lived with me, not my father :-/

lauren came over before school and durring her study hall, and afterschool.. but i lost track of time, and wasn't home :-/ i'm "going to school" tomorrow

i don't feel like

i had alot of fun yesterday and lastnight ( Read more... )

i'm going to wake H-BOMB up in a hour, so we can go to borders and see sarah. i couldnt sleep at all this morning, i've been up since seven. and i did more laundry, and my hair.. which is hot ( Read more... )

A SHIT LOAD OF THEREPY ALL AT ONCE! and i didn't even try to kill myself or anything. they just want me to get better fast, because time's wasting, and i'm slipping. i started to care alittle again last night. i dont want to curl up into a ball and reject the world. i mean i do miss you, but you're the only thing that can hurt me, so i have to shut ( Read more... )

i just got home. about to cut my bangs all nice ( Read more... )