We didn't even go to the damn movie! I am really irritated at them right now.

I need to get the hell out of here and fast!! Jason said we might get out tomorrow or Tuesday AM....I WANT OUT!! NOW!!

As much as I really don't want to move home right now, I can't stay here anymore or I'll start taking people out. And that won't be pretty.

So I was going to try to escape the building tonight. No such luck. Our staff potluck bullshit got moved from 5:30 to 7:00 and then we are all going to a movie as a staff ( Read more... )

I find it interesting how each staff member has different sentiments at the end of the year. I am sad about everyone leaving. While I am not alone in that, many people are not so sad ( Read more... )

I can't believe it! It seems like only last week we were in staff training, getting ready for all the incoming residents. Now, they are all leaving. :-( I have been through move-out three times now and it doesn't get any easier. Yet, somehow, I think this one is the hardest. I have made so many close friends that it is hard to see them all ( Read more... )

Only one final left and then I get to spend the rest of my week putting on my happy face for residents who don't know about what happened (all of them except Ben, Brian, Eric, Claire, Kelly, and Tiff). Besides, I know there are going to be some tears when it comes time to check people out. But that's okay. I know I will see them this summer. I ( Read more... )

Is is possible to miss people that are still here? I miss them already and they are not even gone yet. We have all had our good times and our bad. As of late, my world is crumbling around me. I found out who my real friends are and who really cares about me. I also found out things that I am not sure I wanted to hear from Heidi, but things I ( Read more... )

So I worked my ass off all fucking year to be the best RA I could be. In the end I get fucked. Why? Because I was a friend. Not because of anything I did...just because I didn't rat out my friends. Fuck that shit and fuck him too. Why did I even bother this year?? Because I did it for my residents, not for him. The more I think about it, ( Read more... )

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I've decided that I can do it. I didn't get much sleep last night because I kept thinking about Heidi. I kept thinking about how much I want to see her this summer. I know she feels the same way and that gives me some hope. They say if you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, that's how you'll know. Wait, isn't that a song ( Read more... )

Argh! I hate it when my heart says one thing and my head says another. Why does life have to be so damn complicated ( Read more... )