"...All around you is a highly artificial society, but you don`t think of it as artificial; you`re so accustomed to it that you think of it as natural. But suppose your imagination plays a little trick on you of a kind that it often does play, and you suddenly feel like a complete outsider, someone just blown in from Mars on a flying saucer. ( Read more... )

I applied today at Kernels and Mmmmuffins...

I need a joooooooooooooooooooooob soon, I don't wanna have to resort to McDonalds...

Good News - 1) KMFDM concert
2) Darkest Hour Concert
4) My Birthday Next Month

Again...I sit around doing nothing today at Adams while he is at work.

Things to do today: Put Adam's clothes away for him, and possibly vaccum room (*thinks* I'm sure he would appreciate that...It's not like I have anything else to really do...)

GOD I HOPE TOYS R US CALLS ME SOON!

-sigh- I really need a job soon...reasons:

1. To prevent boredom

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I had an interview today at TOYS R US at 2pm...

I think it went well...I will get a call back sometime next week

If they like me...

We shall see!!!

Well, I spent about the last 3 1/2 hours job hunting...And it's hot outside..Yuck

All my resumes are gone now, I handed them all out...now I gotta sit and wait...gah

And now...I sit here and wait until Adam comes home from his new job around 10ish tonight *thinks* I hope he is doing well...I can't wait to see him again tonight...

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YAY! I'm Leaving My House TOMORROW!!!

Nothing Really Does Get Better This Week...

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11pm last night- My "monthly friend" came for its visit

1 or 2am - I decided to go to sleep after watching American Chopper, I can't really remember what time it was...

3am - Woke up from KILLER cramps ( Read more... )

My Room Is Becoming EVERYBODY'S ROOM! My Pictures For Adam Were Taken...For Whatever Reason I Dunno...Maybe For Mark And Corey To Jerk Off Too, Because They Can't Get Anyone Better.... And I Just Found Out Earlier Today My Sister Stole My Pants!!!!!! I Had Been Looking All Over The Place For Them! FUCK...I Am Slowly Going Crazy...

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a continuation of the last thought, and last journal entry ( Read more... )

I Can't Wait To Move Far Away...

I Come Back To Where Home Is SUPPOSED To Be

And I Don't Really Feel Welcomed...

More Like, I Get Cold Looks Of

"What Are You Doing Here?"

I Want My Own Home, With People Who Want Me Around.

-One Day-