its fleeting, its just fleeting.

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When i get in these moods, with the snap of a finger i feel like i cant handle life. i cant handle my past and the way things turned out. i question how i was raised, why i got the parents i did, why i've chose the men/boys that i've dated, why i dont look the way i wanna look and why i cant stand people like myself. i question why i dont have any

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times like that could be triggered by anything or even nothing. I think its just life in general, growing up, things changing everyday...and now you have a little one, which im sure makes you re-think your life, cause you have started thinking about how you want her life to unfold. You know why you (and even myself) are not good at art and music...we dont have emotional problems hahha most artistic people are crazy hahhah ;)

Maybe your having a mid-life crises in mini episodes, so you wont have one in your 40's hahhaa