CANT LOSE ANOTHER.

[xpink_cheeks]

today was just one of those days! i did nothing all day... got my report card, it was horrible. dont want to talk about it (p.s. good news. im not grounded) and then i went over to Niam's house and filmed our english project-- which consisted of, Dominic, Lee, Matt, Mark, Niam, and me!! it was so much fun, seriously.. i was laughing SO hard. hahaha

Comments

[anonymous]

jees alyssa sounds like u has bad but good day the god part was spending all that time with dom laughing ur ass off however u got a bad report card and some bad news but ur not doing that bed u got 1/3 of a good thing racio and since there are many more bad things that could happen then good i consider that to be a half decent day

[xpink_cheeks]

yeah, but the grandma thing brought my spirits really down. i dont know, its complicated. and im just having a day where everyones annoying to me, and even if you do the slightest thing... it pisses me off. so im like avoiding people today.
oh and btw, who are you?

B-rad

[anonymous]

Im sorry to hear about your grandma. I lost mine a couple years ago. I hope everything works out for her and she gets a new heart. Everything will be ok. And im not goin anywhere.

Re: B-rad

[xpink_cheeks]

yeah, well in my teenage life i have lost christopher, my cousin-- my aunt, my great great grandma, and like 4 great aunts. thats horrible. and i am going to end up losing my grandpap rafferty to cancer, and my gram rafferty to a bad heart... and i just get scared. i know i still have my grandparents i live with.. but i feel alone. my biggest fear is being alone, and afraid to love. but its so hard.. because i dont want to be alone, and i feel like everyone is leaving me. either this year or next year. and i need to learn to grow up... but i dont want to at all. and i hope my gram rafferty gets a new heart <3 also. im really sorry about your grandma b-rad... and thanks for being here.
btw, your like my BEST friend. :]

[xawintersr0se]

i am SOO sorry. i no how it feels to lose loved ones. it feels like shit! but im there for u forever and always