i just got into a car accident. very minor. the lady was acting like a damn chicken with her head cut off. it wasn't minor to her. great...

i haven't written lately. i guess it could be because of christmas and all that jazz...i haven't really felt like it either. my life has been...kind of...blah. here is a rundown of a few things ( Read more... )

i've given up. i am no longer holding hopes for someone who will never change. i used to think he was someone i wanted to be with. i used to believe in him. i don't anymore. there comes a time when too much pain causes you to stop feeling. i've stopped. i feel numb. not the same "numb" those stupid emo kids and teenagers feel. not the "numb" rock ( Read more... )

as you all know, christmas is nearing. i love christmas. i love this time of year. thanksgiving. cold weather. firplaces. cheap gas station vanilla cappucinos (which were introduced to me by maria). gifts. i love it all. those of you who know me, know that i am a big gift giver reguardless of if it's a holiday or not. i love buying things for ( Read more... )

the ball was fun. i was surprised. i actually enjoyed it. we were supposed to drink and party in the hotel room. everyone went to mix instead. we had aaron with us. of course. he wasn't dressed correctly so we had to wait in the room. we waited...and waited. we filled a bath tub with ice. we waited. no one came back from mix. we left. that was gay.

so, i have these halloween pictures that i am very self-conscious about. they are scandalous in my opinion. a friend from work has been asking about them every day and wanted to see them. i finally decided to get over myself and post a couple. i've already gotten a lot of comments on them, which made me feel good. however...of course there's a ( Read more... )

so, the girl he cheated on me with e-mailed me today. weird. she apologized. said he told her he was single. i don't need an apology. this is not her fault. he's the guilty one ( Read more... )

2/23's marine corps ball is on saturday. i'm going. i am...nervous? i know i should be keeping my distance...i bought a dress, got a limo, and a room....planned , and planned. i deserve to be able to get dressed up and have a fun night out on the town...but as his "date ( Read more... )

explaining how i feel right now, is hard to do. one moment, i hate him and want to hurt him and i want nothing to do with him. the next, i want to know where he is and who he's with. i try to distract myself, but it's hard. cortney's always on the phone with bryan or talking about bryan. i need someone who's single...someone who can understand so ( Read more... )

life can really stink sometimes. then it can also make you so happy that you're thanking god for placing you on this planet ( Read more... )