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xplayer

Maybe not a good title...

Sep 20, 2004 15:36

Ok... maybe lost soul isn't a good way to put the way I am feeling but I don't know how to describe it. I mean life meant so much more to me 2 years ago than it does now. Like how pretty the sky is... how dancing with a friend can let you experience feelings you've never felt... laying in the grass sinking into the ground and feeling like your ( Read more... )

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You're welcome love cinny14 September 21 2004, 18:59:05 UTC

I miss the old you. Not that the new you is bad... but I noticed a change and couldn't figure out what it was. You explained it well though. Hm... I really hope that didn't come off bad... If it did, I'm sorry. And yes, everything you said made perfect sense. At least, to me. And no, thenk YOU for always being there... I dunno what I'd do without you.

Dream xplayer September 22 2004, 14:53:41 UTC

Tell me how mom had a dream of Erin and I having a kid. She said that the little girl looked just like me and she was like 3 in her dream!

Re: Dream xplayer October 4 2004, 16:09:04 UTC

cause your mamma is in touch with her baby!!!!!!!!!!!

heavy stuff rmatmajor October 6 2004, 19:16:57 UTC

WOW.....I was reading through some of the things you have written. What Leslie wrote brought tears to my eyes. That was pretty deep stuff. Sounds like she has grown up alot. You have grown up too. God puts many people in your life through your journey. Each one serves a certain purpose for growth. I am still learning that. Your first love is one that never goes away. I talked to mine yesterday for the first time in years and am fighting that memory now! Even when you love someone else more deeply than you can imagine, true love never goes away, you just deal with the loss better. Love mom

Re: heavy stuff xplayer October 7 2004, 17:52:45 UTC

I hear ya. I think about her from time to time. I wanted to see her baby but I doubt that happens. I don't think she really wants anything to do with me anymore. What really hurts about all that is she was my best friend when no one was around. When the smoke cleared she was there. But I'll chalk it up as a loss. Things do happen for a reason...

Re: heavy stuff 22leslie22 November 12 2004, 23:08:56 UTC

Hey now, no putting words into my mouth. I am still trying to contact you, talk to u, email you, yada yada. Its not that i dont want anything to do with you please dont EVER think that. you and i both know, or at least SHOULD know, thats not true. just to clarify