I think that cheating is very wrong. I have an opportunity, an opportunity to fullfill a fantasy. I could have two girls at the same time. I won't cheat. I know I won't. I have had some bad things happen because of cheating. I have only cheated once. Well twice, but I don't count the second for... well just for my own reasons. But, I love the one I ( Read more... )

What do you do when the ONE person in this FUCKING HELL HOLE WORLD, tells you almost everything you have ever said to he/she is basically bullshit. They listen to everything and tell you how they feel about whatever the topic is.... and get off the phone or leave wherever you 2 are and they sit and wonder to themselves...... Should I believe he/she ( Read more... )

Last night i got really fucked up, and got jealous over nothing. I also went back on something i said i would do. I said i would always be there for someone and i doubted her last night, i was wrong for doing BOTH! I'm sorry for doing what i did, and it'll never happen again. I will also be there and support her for now on. I won't doubt what she ( Read more... )

I wrote for the past 45 min., it was one of the best poems I think I have ever wrote. I fucking got kicked offline and lost it. I'm so sorry ( Read more... )

A few of my friends and i ain't naming ne names, they are making the most stupid choices. One is doing it for their family telling her she ain't nething and won't amount to nething. I can see where she is coming from when she makes her descion but why not turn around and prove them wrong ( Read more... )

My weekend has been good. Friday night i got drunk and got most of what i wanted to out. Tonight i'm hittin up a kegger and gettin blazed!!!!!!!!!!!"Points for me" My dude Fival came over a min. ago and we're getting up about 6 or 7 in the morning and getting ready. Then we are jumpin in a limo and going to INDY to watch a stock car race and we are ( Read more... )

All my life i have been wondering "WHAT IF?" What if i choose another way? No one knows. i always sit and think about all the dumb shit that i've done in my life and wonder what if i did that different? would my life be better or worse? what if i wasn't even born, what would become of my parents? my friends? the love of my life? WHAT IF? I know ( Read more... )

This goes out to all my friends in O-town. You know who you are. I love everyone of you like a brother or sister. Everyone of you have been there for me in one way or another. I jus wanted to say thanx and you know i will always be there for you. You all know my situations and you know i have never had ne body like you peoples to talk to me or be ( Read more... )

In my last journal, i used one of my friends sayings. "Points for me". That was J.T.'s. Thanx BOYEE!!!! Now we're even!

Well my life is pretty fucked up right now... but its good. I got everything!! Every damn thing I have ever wanted. But i have went through mad shit to get it and still going through some rough shit. Let the storys begin ( Read more... )