I'm upset.  I feel like i cant control my life anymore.  One day everything is all good and the next everything is hectic.  it hurts so bad.  i'm miserable.  I feel like a writing a poem about the way i feel, but that will just make things worse and ill be more depressed.  at first things were bad with my parents. but now its my boyfriend.  he's ( Read more... )

today wuz good, but crazy. i went to church and then i went out to eat. that was great. church wuz funny, my godbro wuz screamin and hollerin 4 most of the service. of course no one got mad at him cuz he's only 1, but it wuz funny. then this cute lil gurl named kayla got baptized, she's only like 6, she's adorable. but the wow came from what ( Read more... )

i just got off of work and i'm home alone and bored. maybe i'll go out and do something...doubt it. the most i'll do is go chill wit my cuzin. damn, i'm bored as shit. well that's it for now.

This weekend is going to be the worse weekend ever. all im doing is going to work and going to church...how lame? And 2 top it off my boyfriend is going out and we just got into an argument. i know we argue a lot but he's dumb. he going out with his friends and he gonna say 2 me "dont go 2 hoffman wit no dudes cuz that's where im going". FUCK HIM ( Read more... )

Today, was an ok day. except i had to work. not that its a bad thing, but its tiring and its makes me not wanna go 2 skool, but i go newayz. i cant wait for spring break. i learned something today...don't get mad over things beyond your control. i know you goys kno that already but im a little late ok. well that's it ( Read more... )

Well, i haven't wrote anything on here n a minute? I feel so drugged up. i've been taking these benadryl's and they make me feel so good, but so tired and woozy. and my boyfriend actin like he got an attitude about something, so i'll talk 2 him later maybe tomorrow, with the way he actin. i think it's because yesterday we got in like a mini ( Read more... )

i was just talking to a friend about college and he told me he might go to del state and that he wanna talk to this girl but he dont know where she goin. well my thing is... who cares. you go where u want to and let her do the same. dont worry about where your boyfriend/girlfriend going. if its meant ot be then you'll be together. i used to say i ( Read more... )

today was a great day. well sort of. i wanted to be out of school today but a 2hour delay was fine. i hate the new superintendent though. he making us make up 2 hour delays. man, forget pg county. and my boyfriend is dumb too. first of all he put our biz all on live journal so i'm doing the same. he think that i keep stuff from him ( Read more... )

Man.. this stuff is hard to do. it won't let me post anything and everytime i type something it gets erased. this ish is annoying. well today was a great day. i chilled with my baby. it was some much needed time. i also chilled with his oh so interesting family. from hype, interactive nephew, to his oh so cool sister. they're cool peeps. well ( Read more... )

i know ut ya'll was thinkin...not that 1st time. my 1st time on live journal. man i never wrote my thoughts online b4. i wonder how personal or deep i should be. this is new 2 me. i wanna kno how 2 work this thing.