pretending not to care has got to start working any day now...

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 Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.

how she wishes it was different
she prays to god most every night
though she knows he really doesn't listen
there's still a hope in her he might
she says, i pray
but all of my prayers fall on deaf ears
am i supposed to take it on myself
to get out of this place?

there's a loneliness inside her
and she'd do anything to fill it in
and though it's red blood ( Read more... )

working on appreciating what i've got and forgetting what i don't.

adios 802

Why am I taking this so fucking seriously?????? I can't explain this. And I don't like it, at all.

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This is affecting me exponentially more than I thought it would...once again, I can't explain it logically even to myself. Please, can I just fast forward to the time when I will only think of it every few days...because every time it crosses my mind lately I get an extremely unwelcome turn in my stomach that moves upwards to a place it has no ( Read more... )

May the wind always be at your back, and the sun upon your face.