so here it is flat out. i got reminded of my father ( Read more... )

itllnever happen. i love this kid so much. imeanifnot only just as a friend. and its like his feelings are theonly things that matter. and i mean im glad that hethinks of himself, but there are people hes affecting. lots of them. i mean i have to actually make plans that revolve around him wwith my best friend.i mean honestly thats just not fair to ( Read more... )

i havent updated in forever but my thoughts are noone checks it so its okay to write in here...im having like by far the hardest time when it comes to eddie. im mean for gods sake he cant just be my friend. unless ofcourse its on his terms. hes either madly in love with me or damns me to hell. i mean honestly what the hell is up with that??? and ( Read more... )

i need a break...i need a break...i need a break...can u help me? please? im beggin you? i just want to be able to trust guys again...and i knwo i can do it...i just need to know that i can trust him too...he knows who he is...and to him i leave this

....i love you, i have always loved you...and i always will....

torry is my god!

hello lovely people i am in love with someone who is driving me absolutly mad i love that he cares but could he please care just a little less? please?

oh boy i went to the mall today and it felt like i was home again lol no but i had so much fun and since its 4th of july there were mad sales and i got 3 awesomely cvute tanks lol. it was nice though just hangin with my friends at the mall instead of eddie or ben. i love my friends!!!!!

OK so heres the dealio lol movie night twice a month- the ( Read more... )

i hate my fuckn dad i hae him i hate him i hate him  i may not be his daughter by blood but just because his actual sons are here it doesnt mean he should be cutting me out of his life. godi hate him so much sometimes!!!!!!!! and its not like i just want to go online i actually havet to to get my student ambassadors stuff for australlia i already ( Read more... )

tell her i called but she doesnt hafta call back? guys hint: never say that to your gf it is NOT A SMART MOVE

Wow i havent written in here in a long time. I just wanted to make sure all of u who actually read these remember to sign my bokky thing

also I LOVE BEN!!!! lol ok and if ne of u have a scanner and/or Adobe Phtoshop ild be like...in lvoe with u!!!!!that i could use