well yea its been awhile since i updated ..i went out with corey again then broke up with him 3 days later because realized i didnt have feelings for him anymore but anyways..yea im happy for once and its a good thing life is getting better and im healing mentally and physically but there is still that part of me that misses alot of things like my ( Read more... )

wow homecoming was insane i dont even think i stopped dancing ...and everyone looked soo perty lol ...i danced ..or at least i tried dancing with ms. slattery,ms.owens,ms.bell,ms.trahahn,mr.salvey and derek the security guard lol it was great...and kenny daced with me more then he danced with gina haha gina sucks i love tina and danny...and kristin ( Read more... )

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he said he loved me and he said he would wait for me to sort out my life ...i was i love him him and once again love screws me over royally ill never stop loving him i can tell you that but he lied and i dont like liars because thats all anyone has ever done to me is LIED this sucks i just want to stop living,stop breathing i wanna stop existing he ( Read more... )

well yea im still in love him my ex bf and all nad he wants me back but i told him to give me time so its all good i have like a month or so ...i hate love feeling emotion all that good stuff that makes life so complicated but its ok ...mmmm the sweet taste of depression its taste soo good lol jk well yea my life is sucking and sucking some more ( Read more... )

yup i broke up with my bf for the second time im so proud of myself lol but its all good anyways cuz hes an ass and all he does is agree because he cant have an intellagent opinion because thats to much work for his illiterate mind haha but yea im single and looking come get me sexies lol jk time to hit the hay later luvas

this is one of those times in my live where i feel like i dont belong and right now im on day 48 of feeling this way i feel as though i need to be cold and distant because at this point in time something hs finally hit me im alone i mean i have family and freinds but mentally im alone and its not going so good but ill be ok in time ...i have a ( Read more... )

ahhh i love you josh *hugs* love love love!!!!!! i wish you were here you are perfect and i hope you never change i love you no matter what other people say and in my eyes you are gorgeous kind funny and everything ive ever wanted

you ever have one of those times in your life when you so upset everything starts to turn grey and you feel so numb..and have the thought in your head that love is just another form of suicide?you know that feeling of rejection and feeling as if you dont belong well its the story of my life and for this i am labled and despized.i am told by a " ( Read more... )

lol i tried to skateboard today i totally bit the dust it sucked but it was fun and i taped my freind mike doing tricks and stuff they came out really good ...no not the mike in the other entries a different one lol i bit the dust ...its all your fault tracy lol im going to do it again tomorrow well let you know what happens then lol