Summer '04

[xpourmetuerx]

I feel so fucking alone. I don’t even feel like I have kimmie right now, and I wont for long. Shes leaving me in 8 days. And its impossible for me to accually smile when I see her now. My summer plans went down the drain. No more new york with kimmie, no more spending all the time with her. No more taking her where ever she wanted to go. By the way

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SMILE MON

[_roly_poly_]

eric bollmann...i frikin care. dont do anything stupid and JUST know that u have friends that care about u and that things WILL GET BETTER...u just have to wait for all this shit to go by. and even tho u think that things will just get worse...things might turn around and just get better. in a week, maybe 2, you wont be upset like this and things will be ok. kimmie will come back and ull have her...shes not going anywhere, just camp. dont wry...be happy!!! ur the frikin coolest kid ever.

[buffneck]

my gf leaves the 12th...and shes gone the whole summer at a camp too, and its in fucking OHIO. Thats a bazillion miles away. I know EXACTLY the way you feel right now

[jeremy_face]

im in ohio mother fuker

[ex_convey]

Eric.

It's is simple as this: If you two are meant to be, then things will not change. Sure, it might feel a bit awkward when she gets back, but i'm sure everything will fall back into place if you give it a little time.

Just one summer shouldn't change your views on your entire relationship with her. You have so many other things to look forward to. Summer is even shorter this year, only two months now..i think? It's not too long, at all. Two months is like a minute compared to all the time you're going to have when she returns.

I really think Kimmie won't mess up. If you've been together this long, i doubt she will. I can't tell the future, but i highly doubt it. She's a sweet girl, she doesn't want to hurt you. All you have to do is learn to trust, and you'll realize that things are so much easier that way.

I know how you feel about wanting to be annoyed, i feel the exact same way too at times, i've been there. Why don't you tell her

[mmmm_yeah]

grow some balls emo kid... im just kidding, I'm just fat. And oh wow... i hope thigns work out. And if it makes you feel better about the driving thing I've been 16 for 6 months and i don't even have my permit. Yah thats right. You can just take it again. I love you and your freaking dead cats eric. smile or i'll have to make you smile. ok?

ouch

[holdme_forever]

wow. okay. ouch. if you know anything about me, you know that i do love you. and its not out of sympathy. and i try and get you to tell me whats wrong. and you dont tell me. that hurts too. like you cant trust me to tell me whats wrong. i wish on absolutly anything that i wasnt going to camp. i love you and i want to be here with you. not in georgia. not anywhere else. i want to go to new york with you. i want you to hold me and cuddle with me. and i want to kiss you and tell you its going to be alright. i want things to stay perfect. forever. i think that things will be a little weird, but will go back to perfect when i get back, in no time. you just gotta have faith. please try and think positive. i know its really hard. because im really really upset. but im trying to be happy when im around you. so our last few days will be okay. and i know your waay upset that you failed your driving test, and you cant drive me anywhere. but we will get along fine. we will see eachother and do everything that we can and want to do. i promise. and