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[xpseudorockstar]

i don't think i can go to the wake or funeral.
i get really uncomfortable in those situations
and i don't want to take away from the purpose
of them. :\

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[feelinleftout]

you don't have to.
she's not there anyway.

when my brother passed away it all felt so wierd. trying to find black to wear and talking to people who just didn't get it afterwards, ya know?

♥

[xpseudorockstar]

yea. i just don't want to make other people uncomfortable by my being uncomfortable the last funeral i went to was my grandmothers when i was like fourteen and i don't want to have to go to another one til i die.

[feelinleftout]

Yeah, I know what you mean. Sometimes though, it is comforting to know that people care. No one knows how to act and if all else fails, just don't say anything.

[sarabuzz]

it's a good way to pay your respects and to release some of the feelings you have. it's an uncomfortable situation for everyone. But you might feel better afterwards.

[princessmorgin]

Kristen- I really had doubts about going bc i hate crowds and more than thta i hate letting emotions show but to be honest it made me feel a hundred times lighter everything just seemed to be easier after talkign to her mom and dad and family and it gave em much closure and i ifnally felt tonite like she was perfectly fine. and as much as it hurt me to go im glad i went.

[xpseudorockstar]

i'm glad it helped you.
i have closure. i'm sure
of where she is and how
she is. i just don't like
funerals. at all. can't do it.
thanks though.

[princessmorgin]

I definatly understand. I miss you we need to get together sometime. I miss dancing at shows together and such.

[myweakwords]

i totally understand where you're coming from.
as sad and awkward as they are, i think it's good for the family's sake to see all her friends being supportive. at my brother's whatever, there were over a hundred kids from his college. and as sad as i was, i was proud that so many people loved him.

anyway, whatever your final decision is, i can somewhat understand.

[xpseudorockstar]

yea. her wake was today and i was told that people's cars were lined up down the street. she affected so many peoples lives and i don't think she really knew that.