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i hung out with some friends from high school tonight, and it was so much fun, just chatting and reminiscing about school, and making fun of the people we didnt like, and what people have become baby factories.... hahah

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[ssaydee]

There isnt anything wrong with you, in the 3 months after my mom died I got with james, got engaged and was planning a wedding... and I was WICKED happy through it all, I thought something was wrong with me because I could be happy so shortly after she died. amd on my wedding day i was nothing but hapyy even tho she wasnt there.... we lit a candle for her and my brother read something but i wasnt even a little sad and I thought something was wrong with me...but there isnt she'd want me to be happy and enjoying life and so would your dad....its weird but you dont love him or miss him any less just because your happy, and its good you've made some kind of peace with it because my brother hasnt and he drinks very badly instead and that isnt good. ur dad would want you to be happy and living a normal life, he wouldnt want you to be upset all the time and unable to live. So I wouldnt worry so much.

[lyime]

Yeah, that night was great! I'm glad you had as much fun as I did!
I was very angry with Brandon for moving the conversation on after you told him about your dad. I knew he didn't know beforehand, and I was wondering how it would go down if he was to find out that night... But Brandon is such an attention hog, and personally I thought that was rude of him to give only a couple sentences on it. But as long as it didn't bother you, than all is good.
And I am so proud of you for doing so well in college! you're the cutest smarty-pants!!