so im updating. its been a goood minute. not much has changed. i put in my two weeks notice at safelite. i wont be able to work both jobs, and i got the promotion at bp. right now im working for money and ill be making more money at bp. i thought i would be at safelite, but no. i didnt factor in the $5 a day for gas and a whole new wardrobe. they ( Read more... )

so i went to 40 last night. i got there right as they came on. such a beautiful thing. such a releif to be there. i do believe that i am obsessed with max illidge....mmm beautiful. got a signed poster that i do believe will be framed and a nifty lighter. found out otep is with kittie, i might have to attend that one to, otep, wow she is also mighty ( Read more... )

so training wasnt all that bad...went pretty well actually. im not really sure about the job yet, it was kinda like the first day of school. we got a tour and filled out a bunch of paperwork. they gave us this big binder that we have to go through with all the policies and whatnot. and this is a big fuckin binder completely full. i read that you ( Read more... )

well...here i go...off for the first day of training....why am i so damn nervous?

you know everybody was right about you. i shouldve listened. everyone else is always right, right? i give great advice appearently i cant give any to myself. i shouldve listened to all of you a lot fucking sooner. this wouldve never happened. i wouldnt feel this. i wouldnt have become this. but i couldnt listen. thats not me. its not you either. ( Read more... )

i got so much done today ( Read more... )

been a while huh ( Read more... )

so today was good ( Read more... )

its been forever. wow...really long time ( Read more... )

geez i havent updated in a while ( Read more... )