where the fuck do i belong?

my phone is destroyed.

if you wanna contact me you have to catch me on AIM or send me a gayspace message or something. yea.. i remade my gayspace. mainly to keep in touch with people that i've lost touch with. or some bullshit excuse like that.

moving back home will be good.
the last few nights have been ridiculous.
sabatinis gone wild. hah.

am i asking too much
to keep you at arms length?
am i asking too much
to keep you at home?

"make it beautiful..."

i can try.
probably cry.
but it has to be like this.
then so be it.

im so over dramatic LOL

so im pretty happy that im moving back into my parents house.
the apartment is an utter mess that is probably beyond cleaning.
im going to start packing things tonight after work.

started at best buy.
its not sooooo bad.

i woke up

im never sleeping again.

damn. hah.

so if i've realized anything the last few days... "love" > brotherhood.

but not in every case.

3 day pool party saved my life.

new apartment in the midst, perhaps?

well allllriiiight.

im not sure if i feel good about how things have been lately or not. but everything has potential to get better. im not sure what i want out of life right now. but at least i know what i dont want. summer's kind of been a drag. not that im not having a good time, but it's just missing something. there's a few weeks left, though, and i want to make ( Read more... )

to whom it may concern:

fuck you.

things have been great.
letting things blow over is what i needed. i could have seen that coming. but i did fall... once upon a time.

i had a dream last night, and when i woke up and realized it was just a dream i have to admit i was slightly bummed. and that bothers me.

ps. i'd really like that book back.

it's going to be shitty out for the next few days. i'm not ready for more wasted time in my apartment. zakk and i went to pick up applications yesterday. i think i may drop some off today ( Read more... )