well i have started the new year on the right foot.. with a fresh mind... im back in school.. full time.. thank god .. im done with both surgerys.. n im happier then ever... i have analized many things. i added some good things to the list n crossed out many!

hope the best wishes for everyone in 2006!

SOMETIMES PEOPLE HAVE NO LIVES.. SO THEY GO AHEAD N INTRUDE IN OTHERS! IF U DONT LIKE WHAT I WRITE THEN DONT READ! FUCK OFF. N HERE IS ANOTHER "HAHAHA" FOR UR SORRY ASS!

ha ha ha i laugh at people like u!

ok so i have been thinking lately .. why is it that he is so good at what he does? he is kinda like "mr.big" from sex and the city... he plays the role pretty well... he sneeks around n doesnt get cought.. pero what is wrong with him... talks to me with such za za zzuu n it makes my knees buckle... its kinda like a roller coaster ride... n im ( Read more... )

ok so im sitting here with one of my friends.. n ofcoarse the first thing we talk about is how long we havent talked to "them" . i started to think.. its xmas time.. he is with her! she comes out of the cave once a yr.. its her duty.. as if! ne ways sex and the city is on... n cary just scared a guy away.. the guy couldnt run ne faster... is that ( Read more... )

ok so last night went to sleep at 6.... i dont know ... but i had a long conversation with a girl that has to slap into reality... like asap... another girl that is super insecure about her self... n a lil cuban guy that wouldnt answer my questions lol.. had a lil dirty talk with a good friend lol.. i love him.... n i think i found my rocker boy ( Read more... )

ok so tonight..someone asked me to be thier girlfriend n the first thing that came out of my mouth was a laugh.. what is wrong with me ... do i not believe in relationships ne more.. im such a duck.. can someone tell me what is wrong with me n how to fix it...
great slumber party!!! fun !!

ok so this time around hasnt been to bad... i have had tons of people come n visit me... nat has been here everyday.. we chat.. watch some t.v n make up names for some people.. haha young buck.. lol.. yest. i had a big surprise amanda and kristy passed by for an hour or so.. i  had miss them so much.. they r finally back for vacation... we talked ( Read more... )

im in so much pain.. it blows... the few mems.i have of the operation are pretty scary... i remember laying there on the operating table.. n them putting me to sleep.. my arm was stingy.. they told me to count backwards.. 10,9,6,4, n i was out... woke up shaking.. i was freezing... my abuela next to me .. my aunt showing me the cow piggy bank she ( Read more... )

my heart is beating 5000000000 miles per hours.. im so nervous.. i dont like pain.. i dont like not being mobile... after today it will all be over.. once n for all.. surgery at 12.. cross ur fingers... im on my way to the hospital...
i think ima cry.. im freaking out!!
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