I feel the same way. I feel because of what i've been through i should be able to write something meaningful, wonderful, and amazing, that people will identify with...and then i think some more, and wonder if what i've been through is ANYTHING compared to what other people my own age have been though, and then i begin to think i'm meaningless...it sometimes makes me question my existance...i used to think that i was put on this world to make a difference, to do something extraordinary, and now i'm wondering if that may not be my destiny at all, but if my destiny is to be just like everyone else, and simply live.
ugh. start writing again in here, keep me updated. come back to the states soon.
and we're all fucked up. i think its our generation.
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I feel because of what i've been through i should be able to write something meaningful, wonderful, and amazing, that people will identify with...and then i think some more, and wonder if what i've been through is ANYTHING compared to what other people my own age have been though, and then i begin to think i'm meaningless...it sometimes makes me question my existance...i used to think that i was put on this world to make a difference, to do something extraordinary, and now i'm wondering if that may not be my destiny at all, but if my destiny is to be just like everyone else, and simply live.
ugh. start writing again in here, keep me updated.
come back to the states soon.
and we're all fucked up. i think its our generation.
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you start updating your lj too so we can keep tabs on each other more often! How's your summer been? How's papa loughlin?
xoxo
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