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This entry was meant for educational purposes only. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead is purely coincidental. Void where prohibited. Some reassembly required. List each disclosure separately by ( Read more... )

Let me start of first by telling you all that I'm extremely drunk. That out of the way, let's get this party started....full disclosure is HIGHLY overrated. My parents, being the King and Queen of Appearances and "keeping face," taught me to be considerate of other people's feelings by hiding the truth. Whether it was that my parents couldn't ( Read more... )

SHOES!!! SHOES!!! SHOES!!!

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Shine and I have been spending time together recently, just enjoying each other's company, unfettered by the entitlements of a relationship. Hours and hours of hand-holding, gentle caresses, hugs, talking, a meeting of the heart, mind, and body. I've taken him thru my heartbreak with words and tears and music. I admitted to making a mistake. He led ( Read more... )

Here, Matt and I are at Spundae. This is an updated picture. The last time me and him, just us and no one else, hung out was New Year's Day at Spundae. It was our friendnaissance (like renaissance).

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I just wanted to show off me and Jovie's oh-so-cuteness. We're trouble wherever we go and always have fun together, whether it be in noise or a Hawaiian deluge or silence or tears. I appreciate you, dood!

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I've been so tired lately. All I've wanted to do at the end of the day was sleep. Yesterday, I was exhausted and felt like I was about to get sick. Went to bed at 11. But today I woke up and actually looked forward to the day. I felt lighter, less sad. I walked out of my house and inhaled deeply, taking in fall, and thanked God for making me so ( Read more... )

I went to Avalon and Spundae last nite. Had a fantastic time onE. =) Sander played great music. Boy! This weekend has been very self-abusive/destructive. Fuck it. I'd been so good for the past month, refusing to do the usual go-out-every-nite-and-drink-as-much-as-possible route, not wanting to make getting over him a priority. So I went on a bit of ( Read more... )

I took this off mr_nice_guy simply because it brought a truly genuine smile to my face. Life is too short to be sad, right?

Single Nat loves to wallow in sad love songs. I'll research lyrics finding those oh-so-perfect songs that push my Heart button. Today it's Incubus. Yesterday, it was Sheryl Crow. The day before it was Evanescence's My Immortal. I'm compiling our breakup cd, filled with songs of the brokenheart as well as songs that simply remind me of him (i.e. ( Read more... )