Its not so bad once you get past the taste
Same point in time just another mark on the time line
The bowl was lit and smoked and then he was gone
The words until next time float through the smokey air
A roar of a car engine and its all gone in a cloud of dust
Not sure what it is but seeing ben always seems to help
Whatever the underlying problem is who i am hurting over
NEver matters when hes around.
I guess the quote always leaks back
Takes control and command
MY dads weak from his surgery bout 8 inches worth of stitches
Been thinking alot not sure what im exactly feeling regret guilt unsure it just seems to be a slight damper to the fact i still feel happy
"All i do i can still feel you
All i do i can still feel you"
Want to be home
Safe and secure.
i still remember the last words she said the last day she went to work
I remember her walking away
As the words proceeded to respond and fall out of my mouth
i just stared as the door closed behind her
And thought for a long while
then i did something unusual
i smiled.
it wasnt something that felt familar
always the feeling was followed by paranoia or disillusion before
This time it was followed by what id consider something good.
Spun my head out of control just for a brief moment
Maybe im still alive underneath all of these scars.
"all lined up for the ones that arent allowed to stay"
I remember looking down at an island
A long sigh escaped my lips
I wonder whatever happened to those days.
Wondering never did anyone any good anyway.
The cycle has continued for so long
Maybe that was the last unstable bridge to burn
Maybe a real one will form this time.
How long has it been since watching someone cry made me cry
heres a hint
its never happened
Until recently.