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The cogs in this big fucked up cracked machine
Cant seem to work anymore
Cold and lost on the floor
Like so many times before
One more parasite infection
One more fucked up infliction
I swear to god i bleed every dark moon
One more cracked jagged star
Trapped in my heart
Wrap the foil around my bleeding skin
To mend what you've done.
Blood runs thin through this broken beating thing
One more fuck for one more pretend feeling in the truth
I could try to fuck myself up for hours to days to months
I could try to cut myself up for years and decades
But i dont think itd ever be enough
To fix the damage left behind in the way back
Dusy past
Corridor lead me back.
I could try to pick myself up for a century
But i dont think anything will heal this time around
Every end seems to stab me when i reach the beginning
I pull myself out from the back just to be dragged down again
My insides twist metals black
Cold and lost on the floor
Like so many times before
Cold and dead on the cement
Like so many dreams before
Shaking not knowing what to do
Im not fucking scared of the reflection looking back at me
One more time im cold and waiting
One more parasite infection
One more fucked up infliction
I swear to god i bleed every dark moon
One more cracked jagged star
Trapped in my heart
Wrap the foil around my bleeding skin
To mend what you've done.
I cant stand the lost feeling in my head
One more splinter for one more fucked up version of your closure
You turn your back on me this time ill cleanse and purge till theres nothing of me left
I swear im sick of being nothing. This infection has to go or ill die underneath its weight
One more parasite infection
One more fucked up infliction
I swear to god i bleed every dark moon
One more cracked jagged star
Trapped in my heart
Wrap the foil around my bleeding skin
To mend what you've done.