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Out of all the dead and dying fish in this sea
There seems to be so many that i just cant let go
Caught hook and sinker
This time you make me better when i just want to be worse
Damage never heals under the dark of night
I wish i could...
Oh nevermind.
Hold me tight squeeze shut the eye
Goodnight, its so hard to breathe between the shakes and curls
Everytime you open one door another is shut
Everytime you stitch shut a cut another suture breaks my heart
Between shattered ribs and broken head cases
I wonder how many times youll change the dressing
The meat has spoiled and its beyond salvation
I Can feel their fingers crushing
I can hear their laughter
Sometimes i still make believe
That everythings not my fault
When it always is.
You curse the bone underneath yet another angels born by morning
You tear out the feathers in our wings
Cold and alone in the void
See the safehold fall beneath your feet
He used to know where he belonged
Now he just doesnt know anymore
Fallen like he should be or so it seems
You curse my breath and my heart
Yet the flame rekindles my wings.
I wont stay trapped and slain forever
In this dirty crack
You've left for me.
I'll find a way out even if it kills me.
Nothing will be like it was
Where i was there was no pain but i cant remain sane
Sometimes I feel like they're everywhere
And i cant escape.
What if this holy parade is just some paradox to mock the living
I stare at the mirror and he tells me im allready there
Wrapped around my neck is some broken noose
Wrapped around my wrist is some broken band
Twistie ties and crooked lies
Somewhere i hide between the lines.
I Can feel their fingers crushing
I can hear their laughter
Sometimes i still make believe
That everythings not my fault
When it always is.
I believe im trapped in the past
Beating against the screen
I repeat the same task
Over and over again
I used to be able to scream
Now i just gurgle and drown
I do what i am told
A bee in this hive of broken dreams.
I Can feel their fingers crushing
I can hear their laughter
Sometimes i still make believe
That everythings not my fault
When it always is.