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Pull (push back)
I cant seem to walk this straight line
I just seem to obey
Sit like a dog on a leash
Bitten and ready to sting
God im so tired of this
Fight or delay
Dig in or dissapate
Fill the hole or be replaced
Stitch shut the cuts just to open them again.
The shit just piles ontop until the supports collapse
Relapse the indeffinite solution
One last rotation for my redemption
These lips have fallen silent
These ears have become deaf
The light has been so blinding
And im stumbling in the dark again
I feel cold and callause
I wish there was something reassuring
Id say something worhwhile but
My insides have collapsed
I cant seem to walk this straight line
I just seem to obey
Sit like a dog on a leash
Bitten and ready to sting
God im so tired of this
Fight or delay
Dig in or dissapate
Fill the hole or be replaced
Stitch shut the cuts just to open them again.
The shit just piles ontop until the supports collapse
Relapse the indeffinite solution
One last rotation for my redemption
I wait while you relay the messages to my brain
I sit up straight and i feel trapped
In some other place in some other me
A person i never wanted to be
This thing has taken hold inside
This thing claws its way through my ears and eyes
Pulling the pullies ill never be let down
Yanking the chains from top to bottom
Smoke fades in and out while i shout
Wheres the way out?
I cant seem to walk this straight line
I just seem to obey
Sit like a dog on a leash
Bitten and ready to sting
God im so tired of this
Fight or delay
Dig in or dissapate
Fill the hole or be replaced
Stitch shut the cuts just to open them again.
The shit just piles ontop until the supports collapse
Relapse the indeffinite solution
One last rotation for my redemption
The fabric wears me thin
I hope that he doesnt give in
Was there anyone else?
This lonely road ahead has me drowning
In what appears to be nothing
Maybe once in the way back it meant something
Its pulling me back to where i dont think i want to be
I dont even know what i am anymore
Cold and dead on the floor.
Waiting to glue back the pieces.