i cried today. i am most certainly positive i will be alone forever. my mother had told me that i will one day find someone that's right for me, but i know there isn't anyone. i gave up everything. everything i thought i wanted to become, vanished when he came into my life. i wanted it to be real, not a mistake. and i wish i could go back. or what ( Read more... )

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i just want to escape.
god. i hope my life turns around.
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
today totally snuck up on me. it was kinda spooky ;D
my october

( breathe harder as my october nights pass by )

i don't care what you say.
i could care less on what you think
but why must you always think
that i'm changing
for always and never gonna come back.

okay so i understand if i was doing something for like a long time and you thought i was changing. but everytime i dress different or say something different. you always consider i am different. i know you ( Read more... )

so i completely lost my self confidence like one-hundred percent. but in other news i slept a maximum of sixteen hours in the past twenty-four. i hung out with justine yesterday. we went for a walk and it was so friken entertaining. heres some pictures from yesterday.
( [( autumn's disease )] )

( welcome to the freak show )

well i offically concluded i will not be attending school next semester. i think it'll be just better that way. no more homework. no more waking up at 5:30 am to get ready. instead of buying school clothes, i will be buying pajamas. damn i cant wait. but till then, im gonna brush this hair out of my eyes, and im gonna tell myself everything will ( Read more... )

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