victor (never) told me to
last cigarette: clove on...tuesday
last kiss: Mark 1 week ago
last good cry: good? more like psychotic. like, a little over a week ago.
last library book checked out: i have no idea, i just make my dad buy me books from his work
last movie seen: Little Otik!!
last book read: Naked Lunch, except i havent finished it yet
last cuss word uttered: cunt?
last beverage drank: water
last food consumed: pear
last phone call: Kell a while ago
last tv show watched: nooo idea
last shoes worn: the shoes I always wear, blue sketchers Mark gave me
last cd played: The best of Leonard Cohen, or NIN cuz actually my dad played LC
last item bought: ethiopian food!
last downloaded song: nooo idea
last annoyance: my stomache after ethiopian food
last disappointment: it would usually be myself, but actually Mark being a tweaker,damn him, oh well what did i expect? he probably meant it, but hey i know how it is too. i used to quit every day!
last soda drank: lime probably
last thing handwritten: beginning of the script for my movie
last word spoken: "minute"
last sleep: an hour ago
last IM: Germany! "mmm, yeaaah"
last weird encounter: hmmm....myself?
last ice cream eaten: vegan mint stuff
last amused: what?
last time wanting to die: the last time i came down off meth. (oh darling i hate you but i miss you terribly!)
last time in love: 123NOW!
last time hugged: whoa, i dont think i hugged anybody yesterday! weird, but it was probably erika the day before.
last time scolded: uuh,adam told me he would kill me if i relapsed, does that count?
last shirt worn: "It's not okay to eat fish because they do have feelings BITCH"
last time dancing: um. maybe i moved a little at the rave at the spot. maybe.
last poster looked at: Kurt Cobain
last webpage visited: livejournal.com, duh.
1 MINUTE AGO: typing
1 HOUR AGO: thinking about how my movie will win 62917349 million awards
1 DAY AGO: hating the punk scene
1 WEEK AGO: being really happy with Mark, though terrorized by demons
1 YEAR AGO: inflating sounds good.
current mood: bored. annoyed. longing. horny.
current music: Leonard Cohen.
current taste: pear and mouth
current hair: short and black with bitch bangs and a little green
current annoyance: my dad trying to make me get off.
current smell: my nose always runs. always.
current thing I should be doing: anything else?
current desktop picture: eyes
current refreshment: spit.
current worry: blahblahblah, paranoia paranoia everybodys coming to get me
1. What do you most like about your body? umm, my face i guess, except the damn deadness.
2. And least? my right tit.
3. How many fillings do you have?: duno, they are silver.
4. Do you think you're good looking?: generally.
5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking? yeah, drunk people.
wow, whoever still reads this journal knows too much and yet nothing about me.
who reads this?