Your really fucking funny, you heartless bitch. Your NEVER cared. Now fucking alex is telling me that your not worth it. And now I KNOW AGAIN, your not worth it. How many of my fucking friends you gonna go out with? How fucked up are you? How fucked up can you make my life? HOW MUCH?

You loved me? Fuck you, you love make me feel like shit.

Got kicked out again becuase I got blaimed for getting phillip drunk. Was walking the streets at 2 o clock last night. Shit sucks ( Read more... )

I am going to just start to date people older people or my age. I can't deal with the fact that I want to be with a person based on my life at skool. I never see chelsea, and I won't ever now becuase phillip does not want her over at his house. Which I understand becuase he knows that she has fucked with my head. And I get blaimed (by her) that I ( Read more... )

Fucking skool tomorrow, back to lameness and madness.

You'd be suprised how much I want someone to beat the fuck out of me.

I can't do it anymore. People are fucked in the head, for that I can't look at any of my old friends the same. Esp. her. I try, I try..but I make myself more depressed.

-A Beautiful Song ( Read more... )

I remember when I was happy, it was great. Cause I never thought it could ever happen. It happend becuase people make me happy, I can't make myself happy. The only way I can make myself happy is if I have drugs. What a lozer I am? Heh, yeah T.J. you lozer! Nah, for real though friends can be the best things in the world and I realize that, cause ( Read more... )

My life sucks, people can not respect me. I guess I shouldn't respect them then...WOW GOOD IDEA TJ. Everyone thats bein an asshole or who has been fucking me over lately...I honostly do NOT give a fizuck about you. I am an asshole, I know. But its only becuase people cant respect me and see me for who I am. Ya'll just throw me away like yesterdays ( Read more... )

So today's my b-day, I am now 18. Exciting? Nah, yo. Just like any other day, except I get presents and i get to eat alot of pizza, cake, and shit. And cigerettes arent that good anymore.

Let today be a good day. =) Maybe I should call phil or something. Just let all my worries drift away.