*sigh*....steve has 4 days suspention. ewww....that bastard. i need to see him. i hate not being able to see him and its driving me crazy AND its only 1ST PERIOD!!! Goddess i'm pathetic. at least he loves me for being pathetic.....we had an interesting talk about children yesturday. it made me love him all the more....he swore that he would never ( Read more... )

i can't stand this shit. i sit by and watch the people i care about get hurt by the people that are supposed to be their family, their guardians. fuck that. she is coming to my house. we will protect her. hit her...watch how much shit you'll get into. go ahead, we want you too, then its the sooner she'll get out. the sooner the better. you can't ( Read more... )

here i am, yet another friday wasted away ( Read more... )

i've been thinking alot about things lately. mostly about what i want out of life...i'm not sure what i want to do, or what i want to be...but i know that i want to spend my life with the soulmate i have now. i'm so lucky...*shakes head* so so very lucky to have found someone that excepts me for all my faults. i just wanted to thank him ( Read more... )

i doubt it. i wasn't in school today for those of you that didn't notice. i stayed home. i was a sick panda. i woke up and was like "fuck this i'm going to bed" and went and asked if i could stay home. i did. i slept until 9:30 or 10 until the psyco puppy woke me up. i tied her up outside ( Read more... )

woke up to an interesting dream. actually several. one was with Xena, i was a vampire/witch in this college in another, and one was with steve cowering on the ground and was holding his stomach trying to make me go away and i started crying....that one made no sense...the others were awesome though. ummm then i roled out of bed at 11 and made me ( Read more... )

ever feel like this is really happening to you...?

Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again

You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above

[Chorus:]
They'll never see ( Read more... )

great, went to the fucking dentist today, oh joy. my teeth were scraped with the shapies and lets just say that it wasn't exactly the greated feeling in the world. but, i got to sleep in an extra 2 hours, even though my puppy was like "wake up wake up!'' *pont* anyway, yeah so i showered my nice hot shower and then got dressed. then off to the ( Read more... )

damn i never get to come on this fucker cause i'm so damn busy with school. school is really stressing me out...i just want to run away from everything, its like being piled up with rocks and boulders. i just want to run away from school. its too much, and i don't know what to do. i hate how my parents are pressuring me for harder classes because i ( Read more... )

sorry for you people that actually take the time to read whats going on in my life. i doubt there are any, but for those very very few, if any, i send my apologies your way. umm in SAT Prep class and my brain hurts...which is a prety common thing amongst us slow people like me. ^_^ hey, i have no shame in knowing that i'm a fucking retard when it ( Read more... )