fuck you, fuck you, fuck you!
Under the star light shine
I knew that you were mine
I looked into your eyes
and I hoped you felt the same
I'd like you to see, what you truly mean to me
and that I fade when I'm without your company.
You regarded me,
with smiles, and pearl white teeth,
As I told you what I believe,
to be the truest words I've ever said.
I'd like you to know...and let the record show
That I'd do anything to stop that smile from hanging low.
I find it hard to lie
in the grass next to your side
Without thinking that I have died
and gained a gift of heavenly grace
I'd like you to taste...that the air around your face
has a sweetened scent that my speeds my heart's pace
I'd like you to feel...that there's nothing here more real
than the love between our lips, as they begin to seal.
And then the next week, he "doesn't feel the same". I'm such a fucking idiot.