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i guess ALL my family hasn't forgotten about me. that's relieving. i now know who really cares about me on my mom's side, and who all just puts up with me. maybe getting something from my cousin for christmas was a good thing instead of just a bad reminder that my mom hates me. hmm....
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(1) Your gender: i'm a chick.
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight.
(3) Single?: nope.
(4) Want to be?: want to be single? no thanks.
(5) Your birth day: march 12th.
(6) Age you act: it depends on my mood.
(7) Age you wish you were: i wish i was a little girl again.....i miss the times when i would fall and hurt my knee, and my dad would come running to comfort me.
(8) Your height: 5'9.
(9) The color of your eyes: i'm not too sure...they tend to change colors quite often.
(10) Happy with it?: with what?
(11) The color of your hair: well it used to be blonde, but i was an idiot and now it's brown and 394058747987896 different colors.
(12) Happy with it?: some days.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: ahhh, if you're talking about what hand i function with then it's my right.
(14) Your living arrangement?: with my dad, stepmom, and my dear little sister.
(27) Your family: same as who i live with. i wish i could include my mom and other sister, but they have disowned me. ouch.....
(29) What's your job: i don't have one yet....sheesh.
(30) Piercings?: yea....7 in my ear.
(31) Tattoos?: no, i want one though. hahaha yea right.
(32) Obsessions?: music...yea...that's about it
(35) Do you speak another language? i can speak very little spanish, but i'd like to learn clickety clickety.
(36) Have a favorite quote?: there's so many. i don't think it'd be fair to put just one.
(37) Do you have a webpage?: this and my xanga...but i have left that.
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: it depends on the situation....
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i think i'm pretty tolerant...but again, it depends.
(40) Do you have any secrets?: oh lord yes, but who doesn't?
(41) Do you hate yourself?: mmhm, at times i do.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: it's alot better than some people's, but i know that i could have better.
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: taking things to heart.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: i am caring, and cheerful
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: i have no clue...honestly, who would want to make a movie of my life?
(46) What's your biggest fear?: losing the few people that love me. i know that alot of people say that they aren't loved by many people..but in all reality they are. okay, well honestly, there isn't that many people that love me.
(47) Can you sing: not good, but i do sing quite often.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: pretend to be someone else? haha, well i used to dress up like movie characters and play out their life, but i was like 7.
(49) Are you a loner?: if i want to be yea, but i do have friends.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: probably.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: sometimes.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: my insecureness.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: i can be both.
(55) Have you got a ?: i think you left out a part to that.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? i guess my biggest strength is my kindness and my ability to cheer people up. my weakness would have to be how insecure i am.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: hmmm, probably to accept myself.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love.
(59) How do you vent?: listen to music, poetry, photography, and talking to someone i care about.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: with myself...no. but if someone is having a hard time, i am extremely emotionally strong for them.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: probably moving back with my mom.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: well....a couple of months ago no. but i am loving it now.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: you have to watch who you confide yourself in.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: i don't know.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: no.
(67) Are you confident?: some days.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: wow...i don't know.
69) Do people know how you feel?: a select few.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: yea, alot.
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: no.
(72) Do drugs?: definately not.
(73) Read the newspaper?: i find it fun.
(74) Pray?: well, i talk to god....but not as much as i used to.
(75) Go to church? no, but i am gonna start going again.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: if they're nice...sure why not. you can never know too many people.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yea.
(78) Take walks in the rain?: i like to.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: i don't hate anyone...it's impossible. i've tried and failed
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: it's alright.
(83) Hurt yourself?: ....yea.
(84) Been out of the country?: no, but i will one day.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: i don't get the question.
(86) Burped?: haha, who hasn't.
(87) Been unfaithful?: unfaithful to what?
(88) Been in love?: yes.
(89) Done drugs?: no.
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: no.
(92) Had a surgery?: yea, open heart surgery when i was like 2.
(93) Ran away from home?: no.
(94) Played strip poker: nope.
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no, unless i got beaten so severe that i don't remember...which i highly doubt that.
(97) Been picked on?: everyone has.
(98) Been on stage?: yea.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no.
(100) Slept outdoors?: yea..it was lovely.
(101) Thought about suicide?: oh yea....but that was my dark times.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes...just a couple of nights ago.
(103) If yes, what is your record?: umm, i don't like time myself...i do have SOME kind of a life.
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: haha my cousin. ohh and some people at church.
(107) Slept all day?: oh yea.
(108) Killed someone?: hahaha in a video game.
(109) Made out with a stranger?: i'm not a whore.
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: i'm a virgin
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: haha, oh yea!
(112) Kissed the same sex?: my little sister. but it was a little sister kiss not a sexual one.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: oh gosh no.
(114) Been betrayed?: ugh yes.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yea!
(116) Broken the law?: no not really.
(117) Met a famous person?: yea!
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: well one time i flushed a fish that i thought was dead. but as it was going down the toilet..it started moving!
(146) Stolen anything?: no.
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: yea.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: no...i don't think i want to either.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: i think so...yea.
(150) Considered religious vocation?: yea.
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no.
(152) Bungee jumped?: no, i want to though.
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yea, it was scary too.
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: adio, vans...NEW BALANCE! haha jk.
(155) Brand of clothing?: umm well if i like it then i'll get it.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: hmm, lilu...that stuff smells purrty.
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans a shirt and on nippy days a hoodie.
(159) Wear hats?: sometimes.
(161) Wear make-up?: yea.
(162) Favorite place to shop?: pac sun.
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my hoodies.
(164) Are you trendy?: ummm..
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: haha oh yea baby, grr.
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: well haven't we been to mars....well atleast the little robots have.
(167) Miracles?: yea.
(168) Astrology?: isn't that stars?
(169) Magic?: no.
(170) God?: oh yea.
(171) Satan?: yea.
(172) Santa?: i used to.
(173) Ghosts?: yea.
(174) Luck?: yes
(175) Love at first sight?: ummm love of someone's look.
(176) Yin and Yang?: well my life couch told me about that....and i guess so.
(177) Witches?: no
(178) Easter bunny?: nope
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: if you really love them and they love you
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: that would be awesome
(181) Do you wish on stars?: i have before
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no not really.
(183) Do you remember your first love?: oh yea....
(184) Still love him/her?: no.
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no.
(186) What do you find romantic?: alot.
(187) Turn-on?: great personality.
(188) Turn-off?: people who are full of themselves.
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i would explain to them that i am just interested in a friendship at the time.
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: i like knowing them first
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: i don't think it matters....i've never done it before though.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: depends on the person.
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: just..everything
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they can be too agressive
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? hmm, i don't know.
(208) Are you in love?: yes i am
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: hes amazing
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: keep walking..
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: AMBERLY!!
(212) You wanted to kill?: i don't wanna kill anyone.
(213) That you laughed at?: amberly.
(214) That laughed at you?: chris.
(215) That turned you on?: hmmm.
(216) You went shopping with?: my stepmom, amberly, and laura.
(217) That broke your heart?: albert
(218) To disappoint you?: myself.
(219) To ask you out?: ruben
(220) To make you cry?: justin
(221) To brighten up your day?: amberly...duh!
(222) That you thought about?: erin
(223) You saw a movie with?: dustin and amberly.
(224) You talked to on the phone?: i'm on the phone with miss bammer now.
(225) You talked to through IM?: chris
(226) You saw?: amb bam
(227) You lost?: laura in K Mart
(229) You thought was completely insane?: amberly and hannah
(230) You wanted to be?: nobody
(231) You told off?: daniel.
(232) You trusted?: amberly.
(233) You turned down?: greg
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: like .1 seconds ago.
(235) Laughed?: like .2 seconds ago.
(236) Cried?: two days ago.
(237) Bought something?: yesterday.
(238) Danced?: haha
(239) Were sarcastic?: im always sarcastic
(240) hugged someone?: today.
(241) Talked to an ex?: today.
(242) Watched your fave movie?: umm, i don't have a favorite movie.
(243) Had a nightmare?: last night.
(245) Talked on the phone?: i'm on it.
(246) Listened to the radio?: well i'm listening to CD's right now...does that count
(247) Watched TV?: today.
(248) Went out?: like outside?
(249) Helped someone?: i cheered someone up last night, and today!
(250) Were mean?: haha....probably last night, but i was jk.
(251) Sang?: today.
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: like a couple of weeks ago.
(253) Said "I love you"?: today.
(254) Missed someone?: always.
(255) Fought with a family member?: tonight
(256) Fought with a friend?: hmmm
(257) Had a serious conversation?: last night.
(258) Got drunk?: like once or twice.
(259) Had sex?: never