And the morning light was breaking Slowly movin' across the bed He gets up without her wakin' To the voices in his head Through the shadows in the hallway To the room they painted blue And on the inside he is frightened At a loss for what to do Until he opens up his eyes And the angels all look down Even closer than this life Closer than your ( Read more... )

whoa...

guys that stand at circle k at 10 o'clock at night at talk to random chicks on the phone amuse me

...it's uber funny

<3. i .heart. you dears

i .heart. my life.

Looking in your eyes.
Praising every moment because you're my only light.
Reading through stares at your passion that bears me now.
Shedding no little tears.
The silence scares us more than leaving could.

Come back,
Please don't leave me now...
I'll be all that you need in life.
Because I can't live without you and,
I know all ( Read more... )

This past weekend was okay, I guess.

Friday night- After school, Amberly and I had to walk like 3 miles because my dad didn't show up. It was great excercise, but extremely tiring. After about 30 minutes of walking, one of Aaron's friends picked us up, and took us to my house. Bammer's mom picked us up, and we went to Jason's Deli for some grub. ( Read more... )

Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies ( Read more... )

And in case you
And in case you were wondering,
You are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as stars c.h.a.s.e. you away

I will sleep ((another)) day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With «words» you used to say
I will breathe in a m.o.m.e.n.t
As ( Read more... )

I <3 you Ruben!

I screwed up. Ruben's mad at me because of the whole Joey thing. I know that it seems like I like Joey as more then a friend, but I don't. People who I hang out with at school know that. I am in love with Ruben. I have been for a long time now. I am so happy when I talk to him. I miss him.. I don't want him to be mad at me. I eff everything up. I ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with Joey. Wow...he is amazing. I adore him so much. He has the absolute best outlook on life. I wish I could be half as great as him. Just the fact that so much has happened to him, and he is still optimistic amazes me. I look forward to talking to him again soon. I only got to talk to him for about 20 minutes or so, but ( Read more... )

sXeWasteOfPaint: I love you Eryn:-)
^^ I really do love him. Honestly...I don't know what I would do if he wasn't around to talk to me.

My day pretty much sucked. I don't know what it is....but I seem to get so down all the time. I am depressed more then usual. It is starting to scare me, because I thought I was doing so good. I just want to lay ( Read more... )