3 years ago today my friend Jon died. I almost forgot until I realized it was Christmas eve. I was wondering why Christmas hasn't felt right....then I remembered why. In the back of my head I know Christmas is the anniversary of a tragedy. the death of a good, kind person who should still be here ( Read more... )

new years resolutionL must stop driinking every night.

must stop drinking to th e point of punking my brains out.

puking.

ugh.

nothingbeats meeting peoplke from grammar school to buy you beer.

except for puking it all up when you get home.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

goodnight

Bblazer410: what ( Read more... )

you are looking at the journal of a SUNY Purchase graduate!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

3.8 gpa for the term
3.4 cumulative (sucks... .1 away from honors)

i am awesome.

now onto the vast nothingness of the rest of my life. yay.

so went to rhode island last night thanks to spit fire and dead on a friday. they rocked the shit out of that place. too bad the management were such douchebags that i had to show some muscle and get them some goddamn money. motherfuckers didn't want to give gas money!!! DON'T PLAY THE LIVING ROOM IN RHODE ISLAND UNLESS YOU DON'T LIKE MONEY AT ALL ( Read more... )

ok so the braces are funny. to me more than anyone else. everyone thinks i look so cute with them. which is almost scary ( Read more... )

i got braces. i look like an asshole ( Read more... )

if there were ever an album to come into my hands at just the right time, it's transatlanticism by death cab for cutie.

it's all the things i'm fearing put so gorgeously.

.......still not shaking this feeling.........

so is this where i should give up my dreams? after finally getting some sort of a start?

or am i supposed to choose which dream means more? this shouldn't even be a question.

i don't think i'm being selfish. i'm just awfully aware of the one chance we get here.

i've never felt so lost in my life!

i can't snap out of this weird feeling.