tell me i'm a bird.
gosh i am extremely happy. me and Jared are talking again. its amazing. i made him smile again and it was almost like flirting when we first met. omgosh. i'm so happy. long story...
x REL ality (10:02:25 PM): its gonna be perfect ;]
x REL ality (10:02:35 PM): were gonna be perfect.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:03:16 PM): we'll see
x REL ality (10:03:22 PM): no
x REL ality (10:03:26 PM): it will!
x REL ality (10:03:31 PM): DORK!
x REL ality (10:03:43 PM): rofl.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:03:46 PM): theres a chance but i dunno just gotta see what happens
x REL ality (10:03:52 PM): no no nono
x REL ality (10:03:54 PM): rofl
x REL ality (10:03:55 PM): IT WILL
x REL ality (10:04:00 PM): say it please ;]
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:04:08 PM): no lol you need to prove me wrong
x REL ality (10:04:16 PM): well say it then ;]
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:04:24 PM): we could be perfect
x REL ality (10:04:26 PM): noo
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:04:28 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:04:31 PM): will*
x REL ality (10:04:33 PM): say it ;]
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:04:34 PM): we will be
x REL ality (10:04:40 PM): we will be perfect*
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:04:41 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:04:42 PM): ROFL
x REL ality (10:04:54 PM): dont try and cut it off ;[
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:04:55 PM): your a trip
x REL ality (10:04:56 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:05:01 PM): say it ;]
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:05:08 PM): i cant believe how hard your trying its trippy
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:05:14 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:05:17 PM): say it!
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:05:20 PM): no
x REL ality (10:05:23 PM): say "we will be perfect"
x REL ality (10:05:26 PM): com on
x REL ality (10:05:27 PM): say it.
x REL ality (10:05:29 PM): ;]
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:05:34 PM): you have to prove me wrong a-hole
x REL ality (10:05:44 PM): when you say it ;]
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:05:55 PM): i;ll say it when you prove me wrong
x REL ality (10:05:55 PM): when you believe with me. "we will be perfect"
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:05:57 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:06:01 PM): no
x REL ality (10:06:04 PM): come on.
x REL ality (10:06:10 PM): you gatta say it.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:06:14 PM): but i dont know if we will be yet
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:06:19 PM): so i dont wana say it
x REL ality (10:06:20 PM): you do.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:06:25 PM): cause what if its the same and we fight all the time still
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:06:29 PM): i dont wana be like that
x REL ality (10:06:29 PM): its not
x REL ality (10:06:42 PM): stop being so damn pessimistic
x REL ality (10:06:46 PM): lamo how ever you spell that crap
x REL ality (10:06:50 PM): lmao*
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:06:55 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:06:56 PM): just say it with me ;]
x REL ality (10:06:59 PM): please?
x REL ality (10:07:11 PM): we will be perfect.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:07:11 PM): well shit i dont exactly think were all that perfect anymore
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:07:14 PM): it was there but now im not sure
x REL ality (10:07:21 PM): we wiiill
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:07:25 PM): ok ok
x REL ality (10:07:26 PM): its a promise.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:07:29 PM): but im not saying it till you prove mem wrong
x REL ality (10:07:34 PM): you gatta.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:07:36 PM): no
x REL ality (10:07:42 PM): you gatta show me you believe it will.
x REL ality (10:07:49 PM): and i promisr to make it worth it.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:08:16 PM): yeah well you got some proving to do
x REL ality (10:08:23 PM): i know.
x REL ality (10:08:28 PM): but you gatta believe with me.
x REL ality (10:08:35 PM): that's all i'm asking.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:08:39 PM): ill believe it when i see it lol
x REL ality (10:08:57 PM): if you want me to show it.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:09:02 PM): and this means no drugs and everything if im gonna even think about giving this a chance
x REL ality (10:09:03 PM): then just say we'll be perfect.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:09:09 PM): weed i can deal with but nothing else
x REL ality (10:09:21 PM): i know.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:09:44 PM): i dont wana have to deal with all that again
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:09:56 PM): you know how bad i hate it and how mad i get
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:10:19 PM): you slipped alot rell i dunno man you just got so much to prove i duno if your gonna be able to handle lol
x REL ality (10:11:01 PM): jared anything for you.
x REL ality (10:11:09 PM): your the one i want to be with.
x REL ality (10:11:26 PM): i just want you to say it.
x REL ality (10:11:27 PM): for me.
x REL ality (10:11:31 PM): that's all.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:11:48 PM): hmm
x REL ality (10:11:50 PM): and i'll prove you wrong to everything.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:12:01 PM): what if you font
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:12:03 PM): dont
x REL ality (10:12:07 PM): but i will.
x REL ality (10:12:17 PM): jared have i ever told you everything like this?
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:12:43 PM): no thats why i dunno why you waited so freaking long
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:12:51 PM): its just kinda like wtf to late now
x REL ality (10:12:59 PM): its never to late.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:13:02 PM): cause i got it in my head already that we were over
x REL ality (10:13:08 PM): its never to late to make things better.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:13:16 PM): i dunno
x REL ality (10:13:18 PM): well shake it out NERD!
x REL ality (10:13:20 PM): rofl.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:13:23 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:13:33 PM): because this is gonna work.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:13:34 PM): now im not sure though i have doubts
x REL ality (10:13:42 PM): i don't care what we need to go through
x REL ality (10:13:49 PM): but we will be perfect.
x REL ality (10:13:59 PM): well get those damn doubts out.
x REL ality (10:14:09 PM): because everything is gonna be fine.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:14:19 PM): k
x REL ality (10:14:31 PM): k and......
x REL ality (10:14:34 PM): COUGH
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:14:37 PM): lol
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:14:50 PM): we will be perfect
x REL ality (10:14:56 PM): thanks ;]
x REL ality (10:15:00 PM): you know what?
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:15:03 PM): what
x REL ality (10:15:16 PM): we will be perfect ;-)
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:15:27 PM): good
it took exactly 15 mins to convince the forker that we will be perfect. but i did it. and there's still hope. you just gatta be positive. I relalized, if you want something bad enough, it will work and you will change for the person you love. I love jared until forever and a day. Nothing and i repeat NOTHING, will break us. not even YOU. ahaha.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:16:01 PM): need to get to bed
x REL ality (10:16:06 PM): me too.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:16:20 PM): i'll talk to you later/tomorrow
x REL ality (10:16:25 PM): tomorrow.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:16:36 PM): before gym or after.
x REL ality (10:16:42 PM): before and after.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:16:43 PM): i'll beon
x REL ality (10:16:46 PM): rofl.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:16:48 PM): lol
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:16:51 PM): hows you
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:17:03 PM): ok goodnight
x REL ality (10:17:11 PM): sweetdreams ;]
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:17:16 PM): sweet dreams too
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:22:54 PM): night night
x REL ality (10:22:56 PM): one more thing
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:22:58 PM): yes
x REL ality (10:23:13 PM): were gonna be perfect ;x
x REL ality (10:23:19 PM): right?
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:23:25 PM): well see
x REL ality (10:23:29 PM): AHEM!
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:23:33 PM): it lays in your hands
x REL ality (10:23:38 PM): what did you just say a minutes ago!
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:23:50 PM): i said it once effer now the rest is up to you
x REL ality (10:24:04 PM): but you gatta keep saying it.
x REL ality (10:24:10 PM): because it will.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:24:21 PM): yes
x REL ality (10:24:32 PM): k.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:24:39 PM): night
x REL ality (10:24:46 PM): night. i love you ;]
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:24:51 PM): ditto
x REL ality (10:24:53 PM): bye.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:24:55 PM): bye bye
x REL ality (10:24:58 PM): i miss you.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:25:05 PM): me too
x REL ality (10:25:19 PM): goodnight.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:25:21 PM): ok shut up lol i gotta get some sleep
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:25:25 PM): good night
x REL ality (10:25:26 PM): lmao
x REL ality (10:25:30 PM): ok
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:25:32 PM): bye
x REL ality (10:25:35 PM): one more thing
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:25:39 PM): lol yes
x REL ality (10:25:41 PM): rofl
x REL ality (10:25:51 PM): nothing. i just love you a lot.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:25:57 PM): aw lol
x REL ality (10:26:00 PM): and i would do anything for you.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:26:11 PM): man you really changed
x REL ality (10:26:13 PM): ok good night.
x REL ality (10:26:21 PM): i need you that's why.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:26:23 PM): you never acted this way before
x REL ality (10:26:38 PM): is it bad?
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:26:43 PM): no
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:26:46 PM): just a bit late
x REL ality (10:26:50 PM): no its not.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:26:53 PM): now im second guessing everything
x REL ality (10:27:04 PM): well second guess your damn foot.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:27:08 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:27:17 PM): i love you.
x REL ality (10:27:23 PM): and we WILL be perfect.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:27:46 PM): ok shut up i need to go
x REL ality (10:27:52 PM): i missed you.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:27:57 PM): me too
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:28:00 PM): ok good night lol
x REL ality (10:28:05 PM): ok i love you.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:28:09 PM): ditto
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:28:10 PM): night
x REL ality (10:28:11 PM): more.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:28:14 PM): holy crap
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:28:15 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:28:21 PM): okay
x REL ality (10:28:24 PM): ahahaha
x REL ality (10:28:29 PM): ok goodnight.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:28:34 PM): night
x REL ality (10:28:35 PM): ok the pigs are out.
x REL ality (10:28:39 PM): they said night too.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:28:44 PM): ty
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:28:47 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:28:48 PM): they said they love you too.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:29:00 PM): lol
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:29:06 PM): night mofo
x REL ality (10:29:08 PM): don;t you love them back?
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:29:16 PM): no they shit on my roof they can go fuck themselfs
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:29:20 PM): lol
x REL ality (10:29:23 PM): tell them you love them.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:29:26 PM): no
x REL ality (10:29:33 PM): ok tell me then.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:29:35 PM): no
x REL ality (10:29:37 PM): rofl.
x REL ality (10:29:40 PM): ok i love you too.
x REL ality (10:29:44 PM): aha
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:29:47 PM): you have to gain it back
x REL ality (10:29:49 PM): I SEE THAT SMIRK!
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:29:54 PM): lol
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:29:55 PM): so
x REL ality (10:29:57 PM): i will.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:29:58 PM): ok stfu damn lol
x REL ality (10:30:05 PM): and i know we'll be perfect ;]
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:30:09 PM): yes
x REL ality (10:30:12 PM): and i love you too ;x
x REL ality (10:30:15 PM): and i miss you TOO ;x
x REL ality (10:30:17 PM): rofl.
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:30:18 PM): lol
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:30:22 PM): night!
x REL ality (10:30:24 PM): ok
x REL ality (10:30:26 PM): wait
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:30:27 PM): ok
x REL ality (10:30:39 PM): bye ;]
xX MastR MinD Xx (10:30:42 PM): bye bye
ROFL. that was the cutest crap. and the pigs are an inside joke, just so you know. GAH, i love him. Oh and one more thing, at around 9:30pm Jared said he was gonna shower. and i guess he forgot. because we continued talking ;]. i just realized that today.