Lonely Night

[xreve]

I'm starting to think that true happiness is never going to happen for me. Instead I spend so much of my time trying to make others happy and it's exhausting. Especially when I keep realizing they don't even need it. If I keep giving so much of myself, pretty soon there isn't going to be anything left.

I hate myself.

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[ohbananas]

nonono, you have plenty of love and kindness to give and keep giving and its not ever gonna run out. what happens is sometimes its unwarranted or unappreciated and that just makes anybody feel helpless.. but i can tell you one thing, i NEED your love and you can give all that you want to me and ill give it right back. promise. :)

[utopian]

Aw, Tasha. Happiness will happen for you, you're an extremely deserving person who has gone through so much and done so much for others.. However you should focus a little more on yourself especially with what's been going on medically with you, because you need some attention too. Take a spa day by yourself, spend a day doing nothing but something you love by yourself, order food in and watch a movie you've been wanting to catch up with. Don't worry, happiness will be there for you soon. Your love for others I doubt will run out, but sometimes you need some for yourself too.