that day was close to perfect
the future was clear at the top
top of the world
where it never seemed to stay for very long
but managing to alway, eventually come around
those years of numbness could be put in permanent ruin

i said goodbye to the sun at no o'clock today... sun where are you?

i know i dont update ever... i am at the library right now using their computer, i disconnected out computer at home to that my dad would take it to work and get it fixed but now that its diconnected still he does nothing. yesterday i hung out with nick and we watched "what dreams may come". i like that movie but i dont like how they portray hell, ( Read more... )

i got back from my trip with my dad yesterday, that was cool. ive officially decided on utah over california for school, i dont even like california. utah will cost 13thou and california would cost 27thou... ahhh shi... OK COOL SO A GUY TRYING TO CATCH A FRISBEE CRASHES INTO ME AND PEGS ME AGAINST A CHAIN LINK FENCE. that was probably the highlight ( Read more... )

rewind.play.rewind.play.
please don't copy and paste these words that i once heard
rewind.play.rewind.play.
please don't fill the body with a soul that is second best
rewind.play.rewind.play.
please don't fabricate an oppotunity for true happiness
rewind.play.rewind.play

umm i look at my friends page almost everyday but never update my own journal, for some reason i have this idea in my head that is takes way to much effort to login, and the only difference is in typing my password, maybe its because my password is kind of long ( Read more... )

i just got back from seeing thebloodbrothers, that was "neat". wow really fun, im supprised that i 1)maintained my spot in the front 2)didnt die trying 3)that im not in more pain that i am right now ( Read more... )

umm i had math class today, umm how about doing math that ive already done before, i started wondering if i kept my folder form last year, that would be cool i could just copy most of the stuff that i understand. ummmmmmmmmmm i finished my painting... wait creepy eye diagram?? suspicious? shanna came over after school for a while, well she just ( Read more... )

this morning i felt sick mu-vision was blurred i was hottttt muy muy caliente, dry heaves with only spit coming up, going in and out of thinking im ok and then feeling like shit, i thought that i was going to completly pass out like i did last year when i fell on my face and hit my tooth (gray tooth?) so i went to the doctors office and i had an ( Read more... )

today in chemistry i made a snow globe with a miniture bunny inside. after school i went over to THE APPARTMENT and nick and i took his wheel chair to the mall, first it was nicks turn to wear the sunglasses and ride in the chair, dude so many people give you looks and are like especially nice and pollite. i bought jeans at zumiez, levis to be ( Read more... )