what the FUCK is wrong with me?!

seriously, somebody slap me. knock some sense into me.

why do i let him get me so riled up?

...

when he just lets me down time after time?

the worst part is every time this happens, i feel like it's my fault. like i'm not good enough. or like i did something wrong.

fuck that.

it's two thousand fucking eight! explain to me why i can't recover a text edit document from a fucking imac g5 after it shut the fuck down on me?! fucking piece of shit. this is why i use fucking pen and paper. jesus christ.

no warped tour. i don't think it has fully sunk in yet. but i'm not happy. i don't even wanna go to any of the shows now. :( i hate being spoiled sometimes. you just get let down more... but it was the only thing i was looking forward to. life sucks. :(

knew i shouldn't have gotten my hopes up...

stupid. me. him. it. the entire situation. like i'm just realizing this now? no. deep down, i knew it was a bad idea all along. i just didn't wanna admit it.

looks like i have a reason to go to the rock star party as ashlee now ( Read more... )

the more time we waste the less time i get to taste you.

alright, that's it, i've had enough ( Read more... )

i'm really fucking hot. my mom won't turn the air on. seriously?! it's like 95 fucking degrees out. at one point today, karen's van read 100 degrees. that's ridiculous ( Read more... )

seriously, is it just the weather or what?!?! why does everybody want ass lately?!

hahahahahahahahaha.

omg.

is this seriously happening right now?

it's even more entertaining cause i'm not even involved in the conversation.

karen's my middle-(wo)man.