:-) i have anger.

maybe if people can't see me, they won't know how pissed off i am.
oh wait so not true.

i'm starting to break out of my shell. i'm not the nice little shy girl u used to know. i'm gonna say what i want when i want and how i want. u don't like it, deal.

hmmm am i happy for once? weird ( Read more... )

4th of july was fun... fireworks, water guns, water balloons, boat ride, raft race, ya know? typical fourth of july stuff ( Read more... )

i've been getting up around this time a lot lately, usually a little earlier cuz i've been doing stuff like going to the beach and going to water country. and today i'm going to christie's pool (should be fun...i'm just tired) last night i didn't fall asleep till close to 3 because i couldn't sleep. i decided i was going to bed at like 12:30 and ( Read more... )

i am prolly the happiest i will ever be...
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but i'm still sad.
life isn't nice enough for me to be thoroughly happy.
when can life just give in? let me be happy.

why can't i be happy?
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i'm getting sick of this pain.
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it's like i'm not alone but i feel alone.
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happiness consumes me but i'm still sad.
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why can't i be happy?
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i'm getting sick of this pain.

have you ever stared into space and just started crying for no reason? have you ever sat and thought about something for so long that when a tear slides down your cheek, you're extremely surprised? have you ever wondered when the next exciting thing was gonna happen in your life, and then when it actually comes, you wish it hadn't? have you ever ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. not as bad as yesterday but the kind of shit that just clings to ur ass and won't go away. that's me. gross i know. but i've been sick for 2 1/2 weeks...sinus and congestion..and yesterday i threw up 5 times and had to go to the emergency room to get an IV for my dehydration. it sucked! i had to miss school today and call into ( Read more... )

"Cause you can't jump the track ( Read more... )

i can't take it anymore ( Read more... )