my grandmothers in a better place now ( Read more... )

i was just saying goodnight to my dad and he told me that my grandmother (his mom) was really really really sick. shes my grandma with alzheimers. i havent seen her in so long. everytime i go and see her i hold in my tears because it makes me so sad to see her like that. and now i dont know how many more times i will get to be with her. i need to ( Read more... )

"And there will be heartaches and pains, yes there will
But through it all, we will remain…hey
In this life, we all know
Friends may come and they may go
Through the years I know
I will stay

And in the end I know that we'll find
Love so beautiful and divine"

i love john legend. hah
:)

Im leaving on a jet plane.
Dont know when ill be back again.
Leave me, say you'll let me go.
So kiss me and smile for me.
Tell me that you'll wait for me.
Hold me never let me go.
cause im leaving.

thats my new favorite song. if you want to listen to it go to my myspace, its on there.

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its been a year and i cant even believe it ( Read more... )

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thanks for talking tonight allysar.
it helped.
but i guess its done now.
yup we talked, just friends i suppose.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hmmm, i kinda confused right now.

i dyed my hair.
its a dark redish brown.
i like it.

i really want to dance,
with all of my friends,
with good music.
kinda like summer.
really really bad.