Gotta stay focused, gotta stay focused, stick to your thoughts.

So Matt and I got accepted to college the other day at Trebus Institute in Toronto for Entertainment Managment. I'm so stoked the school looks amazing, and they have such good teachers. Jesses applying to the school aswell, and were hoping we can all move down to Toronto when our lease is up here in July ( Read more... )

I've nver been this fucked up before in my life.
My life is faling apart before my eyes.

What do I do?
Nothing is changing..
Nothings changed in a long time..

Are things ever gonna get better for me?

I wish I was just okay with everything in this world.

All of these weird feelings i used to have are all coming back to me again.

Why must I be so broke at this time. Its actually stressing me out to the max. I think I might be loosing control right now because of it ( Read more... )

I wish I still had as many friends as I used too. It sucks realizing how friendless you really are.

On another note. I wanted to say this since the other night I was there but I wish Uxbridge stayed wicked like it used to be.

I wish I could do what I want, when I want. I hate worrying about what other people are thinking of me. Or upsetting someone because of the action I took.
I dont like living my life in worrisome. Its frusturating.. and im getting so fed up with it.

I wish people just didnt care.

Today I realized looking at my hand how actually fucked up it is ( Read more... )

oh life.. your so fucked up

Im frusturated to the max.