So Saturday, I threw a big party at my house. It was pretty fun, a lot of people showed up, everyone got along. It was a good time. I was all fucked up on a "Godfather", some Colt 45, and a bottle. I threw up everywhere. First time throwing up from being so fucked up. I couldn't even talk I was so out of it. I passed out really early, at like 11. ( Read more... )

ankle fracture, road rashed arm, 2 bruised knees, mild concussion, slipped disc, and more bruises than I can even count. I forgot why I loved skateboarding so much. pain is only part of the pleasure of extreme sports. women love battle scars ( Read more... )

Ok, this past weekend was definately a keeper. Thursday night I got fucked up Just and Kev. Then Friday night we went to Rad Tad's for his birthday and got all fucked up. Then Saturday and Sunday I was fucked up all damn day. So I was fucked up for about 80 hours straight. I passed out Friday night and this kid kept falling on me. MOTHER FUCKER. ( Read more... )

Not much has been going on. I fucked up my arm skating and Justin sprained his ankle. I was doing this gap that you have to ollie over a wall and over a grass gap, and i landed with my back foot on the board and it shot out from underneath me. My arm slid across this shitty road (like all the roads in Butler) and I got major road rash on my left ( Read more... )

jizumbula: your gonna get fucked up ( Read more... )

Whats up mother fuckers! Miss me? Of course you did. Things ain't too bad out her in hickville, PA. A lot of partying, a lot of fine girls, a lot of, well, pretty much nothing. School is so fucking hard here. Compared to E-wood, I feel like I'm in college! I'ver just been hanging out with a lot of my childhood friends and such and they're really ( Read more... )

well, i undeleted my journal so that if any of you for some odd reason would like to read about the life i lived here, you may as you wish. the odd thing to note, is that while i was with angie, i was extremely happy. it was like she was/is the key to my happiness. oh well. ill miss you guys. regardless of what you think of me. i wish it could've ( Read more... )

seriously, fuck this. im so tired of this. anytime i think something is taking a step in the direction of good, she hears something worse and automatically thinks everything i said was a lie. i cant fucking win. she wont believe me about anything. i finally thought that maybe she would listen to me and maybe understand and believe me because i told ( Read more... )

GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate this so much. I cant get her out of mind. Its really hitting hard lately. Anytime I try and do anything, I think of her. and I can't help but think, if shes looking at the sky at the very moment that I am. Maybe in that sense we're together again, but I cant help but think that she probably isnt thinking about me at all and ( Read more... )

three sleepless nights. this isn't how it's supposed to be. but you are so good a taking your time to get back to me. I will wait for you forever, if you would just ask me. I thought that I could change you, but you changed me. but it doesn't feel right holding someone else's hand, together on phone lines, and living at two opposite ends. it scares ( Read more... )