this is the journal of someone who isnt holding back anymore.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

omfg
omfg
omfg
thats all ive gotta f****n say.

well no,,,,,actually i am frustrated beyond belief.
like i guess i no how it feels to be on the other side now...
and i hate it. i freaking hate it soo much. ughhhhhhhhh

wow...something affected me in a different way than i thought, i mean i thought itd make me happy..but it dosent..it upsets me.. but whatever. yeah so yeah

sami is on the prowl.... (lol only like 2 of you will know what this means, but im sure the rest of you can guess)...

You're a song ( Read more... )

I've seen your face a thousand times ( Read more... )

Verse ( Read more... )

Now here's a story ( Read more... )

Verse ( Read more... )

We both know that u shouldn't be here ( Read more... )

im realllllly bored....yes..yes i am..... have u ever gotten exactly what u wanted and ur still not satisfied?

like things turn out how u wanted to only their different?

like i got what i wanted just not exaclty how or in the way i wanted it.

i guess i cant expect the things i expect..u no?